I've come to a time in my life when I believe I've come to terms with who I am as a person. I like me. I don't think I'm going to change drastically in the future, like I did when I was younger. I went through a dark period when I cut myself, wore all black, and even planned my own funeral. I went through a domestic period when I was perfectly content to sit at home and play house. At 27, I finally settled into being comfortable with just being ME. I've made some mistakes, but I'm not a horrible person, and I'm kinda cool at times.
Anywho...so even though I know WHO I am, I haven't yet decided what I'm meant to do. I'm studying criminal justice, but the jobs that interest me in that field are actually somewhat dangerous and pay poorly. I'm considering several other careers, but so many appeal to me that I can't narrow in on just one.
A friend of mine laughed at me a few days ago when I excitedly told him about a new career opportunity. He implied that I change my mind too often to possibly be serious, but the truth is, everytime I find a career that interests me, I'm really eager to get into it. Childish, perhaps, but at least I'm not jaded, right?
Posted by Holly
at 9:35 AM PDT
Updated: Sunday, 11 January 2004 8:08 AM PST
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Updated: Sunday, 11 January 2004 8:08 AM PST
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