Tell Me How To say GoodBye

I hung on every word
Believed everything you said
You promised me your love was true
You promised me forever
You promised me no pain
You were the shoulder that I cried on
You were the laughter through the tears
You were my calm through the storm
You were my soul's serenity
You told me everything I wanted to hear
You were everything I wanted you to be
I think maybe I closed my eyes too long
I didn't see what was about to come
I think maybe I was too busy making a wish
To see that my star was about to fall
I think maybe I was looking in the other direction
I missed the signs telling me I was going the wrong way
In the blink of an eye, everything was upside down
Nothing was as it was supposed to be
Nothing was as you said it was
Nothing was as you promised it would be
I am left here alone wondering what happened
I am left with a broken heart and nowhere to turn
I am left here missing what was
I want to be angry with you
I want you to hurt as I hurt
I want to not want you anymore
Tell me how to stop this pain
Tell me how to let go
Tell me how to not love you anymore
Tell me how am I supposed to understand
Tell me how to close my eyes and not see your face
Tell me
Please...
Tell me how to say goodbye...

(c)1999 ~Kimmie