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March 14th, 1998

4:30 p.m.~*~ Journal~sorry I haven't written. It has been a total emotional roller coaster. No sign of mom. The Hanson family has taken me into temporary custody care. But I can be removed at any time!Today we celebrated Taylor's birthday. We had their closest friends over. He doesn't seem to return my love for him. He's sooo blind. All he does is flirt with Rachel. Rachel likes it and is always giving him playful punches and hugs. Of course, Taylor doesn't mind. I overheard them talking. He goes,"Hey, I don't know how to get Carm off my back. I just wanna be with you." Then I walked up behind him, and he saw me, I am now very hurt and friendless. See, I'm in the spare bedroom as of right now. As soon as he saw me I ran out of sight cause I was angry and sobbed in my bedroom. He goes, "Wait Carm!" I was like, no way!!! LIKE DUH!!!
Hope that showed him. Besides, I'm sorta glad to be out of the crowd. They would always single me out and make fun of me-despite my new clothes that Diana got me. But, nevertheless, I'd rather be out there. Time here is so monotonous. I have Daria with me, but Adrian's outside gettin' groovy. At least I have them. Zac is outside nerfin' with his friend, Mark and Luke, and....ewwww.....Gericka!!! Zac likes the attention he recieves from her....but, not necessarily her. Isaac....omigosh....he's kissing Callie!!! Great view up here. No one misses me. You know, I used to like this....but not much anymore. Think I'll go for a walk!

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