~*Apology*~
Somber words, caress past my amber shaded lips
into your ear I whisper, like I have so many times before
the past it glimmers, like hope, adorned to fairy wings..
dancing, glimmering, faded elegance.. I whisper..
soft breathe, even, calm, soothing warmth, trickles and flows over your ear
My hand slides from my clasped together grasp, to rest on your shoulder.. is it for support?..
My gaze lowers, like a guilty child, hand caught in the cookie jar.. naughty.
delicate soft tendrils, dark locks framing my face... pained innocence, and ignorance all at once
bleeding heart, love, care, need, want.. desire unfulfilled, from graveous errors...
Yelling, screaming, words said, words unmeant.. phrases shot like arrows
poison words, deadly barbed thoughts, acidic sorrow.. melting.. dissolving..
holding tighter, closer, nearer, scared to let go.. love pounding from within..
Moonlight sliver, pale elegance washing over my sorrowful face... thoguhts seen..
drawn emotions.. truth seen... wanted.. desired...
I whisper.. as I hold close to you... lifeline.. preserver...
My voice flows freely, tears caressing, valleys in my face, over the invisable hills in my cheeks..
Words unexpected... words unspoken.. with feeling... till now.
Everything that happened... my fault.. spoiled brat.. and loudy friend..
Daggerous words, spoken by me.. friend undeserving. Anger imminent, is what I deserve..
what I should receive... anger,... ignore, forget, and move one...
Alone in the darkness, sobbing for love, that might now never be... praying..
the only words heard... "I am sorry... so so sorry.. maybe someday.. you will forgive me.. someday"
~Gina N. 1999®