~*Sadness*~
Always outside, looking in
My heart it breaks, washing over with sin.
Tears of crystal, wash down my face
I leave my home, head low in disgrace.
What once was never can be
Does my heart, know what it is to be free?
Brother's and Sister's, I used to call friend,
Does the darkness, show signs of an end?
For whom the bell tolls, it rings just for me,
Tears slide down my face, for the world all to see.
I peek inside, under a crack in the door,
I miss all so much, wish I could say more.
Feelings are like glass, easily hurt and destroyed.
We all have them, and they are not toys.
The music box of life sings its sad song,
Tell me do any know where I belong?
Once I was happy, once I was free,
One I soared high, for everyone to see.
On Angelic wings I flew, on wings I soared,
But grave errors sent me cascading, and crashing to the floor.
I tried to stand, but once more fell,
Into the darkness of my most private hell.
~J.Elf GMN 1999©~