~*The Empty Season*~
Staring into blazing lights...
they glow..
reds.. blues.. yellows.. purples.. and greens..
I find my heart an empty pit..
YES! you know what the hell this means!
I hate this whole damn season..
The grinch.. a scrooge is who I am!
I want it all to go away..
Man who the hell you think I am?
Some fat ol elf.. ho ho ho to you..
Come on.. give me those christmas blues..
I drink in the sadness.. the tears and misery..
Heck I dont even care to decorate that tree..
every time ya move it some'ting falls off or breaks..
My sanity.. is what this season takes..
Make me happy?! Give me a gift?!
BACK.. BACK to the store with you..
Catch YET MY DRIFT ?!?!
Always alone...
No friends in sight..
My holiday is really.
OH SILENT NIGHT!
MIsery.. it knows no bounds..
It has no limits..
Cries no sounds..
Loneliess is what I personify..
try to smile..
my heart might die..
Frigid ice.. cakes to my face..
as I cry those midnight tears..
I stare into those bright burning lights..
hatred steams.. abd the hurt I fight..
One more year.. I am alone..
One more year.. I try to make the empty go away...
-J. Elf - Gina M. Nigro 2004-