As I closed my eyes.. letting the forgotten pools of pain close
The worry flooded my mind, the horror and grief living wildly within..
What would I do, with such problems in my life.. never ending grief..
like an angel she smiled at me, though busy of her own accord..
tender hands grasping my sore ones.. soft fingers touching my tear soaked cheek..
and her words they soothed my soul... reaching depe within the mess of shadows..
taking such grief and burdeons from atop once strong shoulders.. she worked within a frenzy..
Never once did a complaint leave the small angels lips.. only questions.. of what I desired..
Once more tears dared billow down my cheeks as I cried tears of the heavens..
to be loaned such an angel..indeed in some other life, Or this.. I have done right..
I collapsed onto a pile of fluff and flanel, small form curling into a ball as the pain continues..
tears never stopping, some joy and some pain and some just misery.. lost within it all
There is no more to say...
Gina N. 2004 aka J. Elf