I keyed along with rapid strokes..
Hoping for a gleam of warmth..
I was forgotten..
I saw.. Silence..
I wiped a hand harshly over my eyes..
I forbade the emotion to show..
I poked and proded them..
I saw.. Silence.
Worthless did I feel..
Empty was my heart..
Encased in shadow..
I saw.. Silence.
Crying I did beg..
Sobbing I did so plead..
For just a friend to be there..
Alone... - I saw Silence.
Daily I do pray...
But to no avail is it.
Everyday I refind this..
I find.. Silence.
I continue to hope..
And then I pray..
Wanting just a chance to smile..
I live in.. Silence.
I have become.. Silence.
I will always be.. - Sylence.
-G.M.N. aka J. Elf Feb. 2003-