The Words...
There are some words.... I simply can not say..
For every time I do, I start to cry..
There are some words, I simply dare not speak..
For the bad memories they always bring to mind..
There are those words.. I simply can not think..
For every time I try, My heart; it breaks..
There are some words.. I simply can not bear..
For every time I try to same them; I lose another part of Me..
There are the words I wish to say..
The ones held close and dear..
There are the ones I try to say..
But I cannot, I sadly fear..
They are the ones that mean so much..
To others well at least..
There are the ones I cry over..
The ones that make me feel weak..
He knows exactally who he is..
And why he is appreciated so..
and yet he feels neglected I think..
Because I can not speak..
What he so longs to hear..
What I so long to say say.. but cant..
I wish He could understand..
I wish I could bend...
He knows exactally who he is...
He is loved so very much..
He knows exactally who he is..
I cherish every moment..
And sometimes I reach out as if to say..
And then the words escape Me...
-J. Elf A.K.A. Gina Nigro 2003.-