~Inside the crystal ball~

I'm just a sad soul
one life torn apart
I hide in the shadows
a dark bleeding heart
and my eyes looks up
no fallen angel above
no Holy hand to reach for
nothing left, nothing to love

But I'm free-
Free
no bars, no chains, no love letters
I'm free-
Free
no tears, no shame, no walks in the rain
Free..

I'm just a sad soul
Gods ruins around me
You took my life, how can it be
i gave up my spirit, i called out Your name

But I'm free-
Free as my eyes close..
Free

**Above is a song by Susan.**
Hopefully this is a beginning of a series of songs
her friend Scott is going to be using as he makes his CD
and tries to make it big!

My head hurts
I've been writing all day
Kinda like chippping
away at old plaster in the wall
layers fall, some easily
some you hit and curse at, but it doesn't seem to fall

I keep on hoping someone is gonna hear me
gonna hug me hard
say you're ok
maybe even bronze my pages
like the first baby boy's shoes
maybe even hail me for the honest tears
they never saw along the way

Hey, that's no shadow
that's Susan in the corner
is she hiding?
No- I think she's hurting
I thought she was strong
She listens to me all the time
I forgot about her, the heart feels both ways
inward and outward it sways....

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