Nursery Rhymes are said.....Verses in My Head......
~Well, I finally decided to be brave enough to put up poetry done my myself....poetry by friends to come in the very near not so distant future.....
I don't think highly of my poetry, but it gets good reviews, so anyways....read and be merry~
*Comfort*
Four walls,
All light in color,
Cannot express my mood,
Looking around my room,
All I see are childish images
But they were from a happiness
That never existed
Who's the little puddin' faced angel
Over in the corner?
Who is she, why is she alone?
Why does no one put their arms around her,
Can't they see she is hiding, hiding
From her facade of joy?
Here she is now, alone, surrounded by
images of falsetto ecstacy.
Four walls envelope her,
They are her comfort
*Title Not Needed*
I see you
Sitting there, surrounded by friends,
Oh, you wave to me, not knowing I
Long to be there, yet I go to my place
And stare and wish for you. I
Tremble. You are something
I could never have, not even in friendship,
Only now, you see me, and you come
Near me, where I sit alone and you walk by and leave me in
ISOLATION
*Stupid Limerick*
Once a man sat in his tub,
After spending the day at the pub,
Turned on his hair dryer,
Became a deep fryer,
Boy that idea did flub!
*Adoration of Envy*
my sweetest friend,
my loving brother,
my worst enemy
To the three of You,
I follow.
You are my light,
my comfort,
my depression.
To love You is not enough,
To hate You is even less
To adore You IS to follow You.
my warmth,
my cold.
It is You i envy,
But adore as well.
my sweetest love,
No longer my enemy, nor my friend.
You are my sweet brother
Now and forever
*Orange Skins and Apple Peels*
Eclipsed moons
Freeze the suns,
Barren forests
Ravage the crowded dessert
Machines compute equations
on their humans~
The books read the T.V.,
Who watches the radio,
Who takes the time
To listen to the book~
The closed door lets in the warm draft
The lights are dying in the bugs
And the windchimes ring with silence~
The puppies jope rope
The kittens pet their children
The possums drive by
In their 747's~
And I? I am sinking
In the endless pit of asphalt
As the ants play hopscotch nearby~
*Let Me*(Dedicated to Maggie)
Fears be gone,
for I am here,
Trust me,
Love me,
Take my hand,
Hold me,
Take away my fears~
Worries must die,
We are together
Let me guide you,
As you guided me
We will turn the dark to light~
Together, we will know no evil,
Only let me cleanse you of your pain...
Happiness shall reign
*My Beauty*(Tribute to Amber)
They call you a Freak
They all stare~
You sit in your corner,
Scared, Confused, Unloved~
Hurt
Pained
Betrayed,
You sit and wonder
"WHY?!"~
My arms welcome,
My heart,open
Come to me,
You are not a Freak, but a Goddess,
I stare not, but admire~
Passion
Love
Comfort
These I offer, and you are
Brave
Learned,
Loved
*Image Poem*
As the shovel cuts the bare earth,
The waters bleed 'till they have covered the land,
The drenched shovel embedded forever,
The land is numb, frozen, dead.
Then, many years passes, the land shall become
A feast for all,and shall share it's gifts of beauty
*Home*
Enter. Small prison. Walls of heated darkness. Yells and screams surface.
Blows sting at each hit. Tears shed all around. Drunken bastard murders life.
Smoke filled rooms hold black secrets. Destiny is reversed. There is no way out.
This Hell is cursed. Fleeing is useless. Exit.
*Divorce*
Little girl,
All alone
Chubby cheecks
Mussed up mop top
False smile.
Sits on basement stairs
Playing with dolls,
Spills her milk.
Smile become frown.
Hide girl,hide
Father awakens,
From burgundy leather chair,
TV dinner flies, beer spilt
Over his wife beater clad skin
Pulls girl.
Run girl,run
Nobody can save her,
Mother comes, yells
"Stupid, fat, lazy girl"
Anger cleared, Mother and daughter unite
Parents fight
"Bitch"
vs
"Fucker" Father grabs his
Blue Ribbon and stumbles out
The girl is saved.
Scars remain
Cry girl, cry
*Untitled*(about mum and her boyfriend)
Mommy, why do you love him?
Don't you see?
The Man hurt me.
Why do you kiss the lips
That bit my ears?
He caresses you
With hands that slapped me.
Why do you choose him,
This foreign murderous asshole
Over your own daughter?
Am I worthless?
Or has your beauty
Been tainted
By the beast?
*self deconstructed genocidal homocidal maniac(a short short story)
she sat as she always sat...alone, alone in the pow wow crowd of girls, she sat (perfectly situated) in the corner next to the Group leader, listeneing to "friends" gab about pointless things nobody cared about......she hated this group,
but she had nowhere else to go,she loved the corner----she walked home as she always walked...alone, alone on the pathway, those bitches never could give a ride(although one girl lived next door).but she didn't mind.she could think when she was alone.
she came home to the house-which was alone. nobody ever came home.nobody ever cared. she did her HW alone,she ate dinner alone.she apathetically listened on the phone to the whiny wenches who constantly consulted. she slept as she always selpt,with a tedddy bear.she was protected by him.
at lunch,she sat in the middle of the circle, she was tired of all this female shit. she never spoke against them,this time was no different. she quickly silenced them,one by one.they listened,awestruck. she finally was listened to. she looked around and she was alone.
she took her teddy out and nestled into her corner. she cried as she had always cried
alone
*dark milky bittersweet soliloquies*
you can't fathom
the pains i hide
coiling up to swallow(all)
my insides
you make me whole(when)
i'd rather kill myself
i'm enslaved to you
(you don't know that)
i feel like shit;
like i am
(did i say like?i mean i AM)
nothing to you
you swim in my tears(they're shed for you)
you live on my worries(constant)
and you scorn my love(which you don't believe)
you don't recognize(yourself)
you don't know(but you do)
you hate me so much(but you don't)
what can i do?!?
just sit and wait.....
'til i'm beckoned again.
*cool poem without a title*
early to bed,
late to rise
who's missin'
those bloody mornin' skies?
caertainly not me
up late at nights....
dreamin' with
the devil in my mind
he came awhile ago
and dropped off his bags
left 'em in my ears-
to hear the good
drowned out by the bad...
he showed me the future
of what the past would be-
and death was comfort
feeding his mortality...
i asked him to leave
in a kindly fashion,'course
we fought for hours
not saying a word
and later that eve-
i'll never forget
i slept my dear slumber
and
till late i did go
and missed the damn mornings for as long as i could
my world never shine but it's okay
we hate the light anyway
*"turn-o-matic"*
voices shaking
emotions breaking
welcome to my world
see the peasant lady
screech and ask for my soul
"what gift of gratitude might i ask of thee?"
eternal suffering
blood and brooding.
set apart to a dungeoned castle
(that looks like a cardboard box)
temptation waits and stalks alone.
now serving number fifteen*
i wish i could tell you
how much
i want to bash in
your face.
that way i can look
into your eyes
and still see your beauty
so i can look into your soul
and still say
i love you
"oedipus's complex"
did you ever stop to
think
did it ever
occur-
that you're the answer
to the riddle i forgot?
"the faerie and the gnome"
to dream
to wish
to want to be
open your soul
take me to thee
take my hand
close your eyes
purge your pain
let it flow in my ears
cleanse your soul and make it sane
love me
hold me
show me the way
i'm yours forever
'til the very last day
apologies unnaccepted
pleas turned away
to the dust you threw to my eyes
i shut you out from my blind eyes
so i can't see the hurt you display.
all thats' left is a memory of a time
not too long ago
when i thought you
were invincible.
now the sands of time wash away
my tears
and the reaccuring nightmare
which
is
you
*the scars remian*
my eyes are blind
bound to serve
oblivion and ignorance
beat me down
punish my tortured soul
bleed out my injustice
cleanse it.
*save me*
i've lost my
only salvation
to
tender hatred
i wish i knew
why you
left and
abandoned
me
come back
my one
my only
my fault
*the nonexistantly existing poem*
i am still tired.
i feel stupid.
i am numb.
i will sleep at my house tonight.
i am falling,
and you'll never catch me.
you're it.
the answer is yes.
and everything.
because.
said i.
i said.
and therefore.
truth will hold.
no matter how much i lie.
everything's gonna be alright.
what was the question?
i tried to catch you as you fell
but time won't let me near
and circumstance is the cure
that manner diseased
i tried to catch you as you fell
and i watched your cancer
eat at my soul
no words
enjoy this silence
screaming from afar
will you still be there
or have you died?
nobody can hear you
until the madness eats away
the shred of humanity left
in the carcass of beauty
left to rot amongst the
isles of desire
regret
forgetfulness
passion.
will you love me tomorrow
or did i die within you
in the savage brutality
of that nightmare.....
of your life?
That's it for now.....it all sucks, but please...let me know anyways....
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