Why Do you Hate Me? *11-17-99*
Why do you hate me?
I can see that it's true.
You say that it's the way I am
But what did I do?
Why do you hate me?
I've done everything you've ever asked
But it's still no good
Can't we put this in the past?
Why do you hate me?
What did I do?
Is it because I'm me?
Or because I'm not like you?
Why do you hate me?
You're the only love I've ever known
But now I feel like I have no one.
And I feel so alone.
Why do you hate me?
I can see it in your eyes
You tell everyone you're proud of me
But that's only a diguise.
Why do you hate me?
And tell everyone else that I'm great?
Can't you see what's happening to me?
I guess not. And now it's too late.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
By: Unknown
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd alwayz thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when i did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same day
There's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For everytime you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
First he said he loved you
But cryin' ain't dyin'
It's good to see your face again,
I never saw that look in your eyes
Holding her you've never looked more wonderful
I never saw that look in your eyes
*Cryin' Ain't Dyin'*
He promised he'd be true.
Then he was unfaithful
And word got back to you
One night when he came calling
You wouldn't let him in
Now your tears are falling
You swear they'll never end.
Losing ain't forever
It's kinda like the weather
That changes everyday
You learned yourself a lesson
About loving and lying.
But you will live to love again
Cause cryin' ain't dyin'.
*I See it Now* 2-5-01
It's been a while.
Well, I get by somehow.
You sure look good since your new love came in your life
You know I didn't see that fire in you she's found
But I can see it now
And I never had you hold me that tight
I never saw you dance with your feet off the ground
But I see it now
Letting go, has been so hard on me
And sitting here, it's clear to see what she means to you
The way you look at her, it's not a mystery
She's all I couldn't be
And I never had you hold me that tight
I never saw you dance with your feet off the ground
But I see it now