Chapter 4

Dream sequence
'Mommy! Daddy! Don't leave me! I need you! I can't follow the light!'

(I woke up cuz it was a nightmare)
"MOMMY DADDY!" I woke up screaming.

"Shhhhhhh, calm down angel!"

"AJ? Is that you? It was horrible! There was this light and, and, and..." I has trailed off

"Maybe this will calm you down" said AJ as he kissed me. It was the most passionate kiss ever. His lips were so smooth and his tongue was so soft, he was perfect in everyway. I knew we would last for a long time.

Dream Sequence 2 years later
"I cant believe you! Get the Hell out of my house!"

"What the hell is your problem! I wont leave this house! I love you baby! I mean I wouldn't or couldn't live without you! Your the best thing in my life!"

"AJ, please, get out. I can't live with you if you going to be unfaithful to me, your just like Kyle, I thought that you would be different, I thought that when you proposed to me you ment it, we would really be together until our death, but I guess not. Now please leave I can't bear to see you, I hope you know how much you ment to me..."

"OH MY GAWD! AJ DON'T LEAVE ME! I FORGIVE YOU! PLEASE!"

"hey! hey! Alex! wake up! WAKE UP! Its just a dream! I'm right here!"

"huh? what? oh AJ!" I said as I hugged him close to me.

"You drowsed off! What was that all about?"

"Oh nothing, nothing really. When will I be out of here?"

"In a few hours, calm down ... it's OK!"

"Oh God, I love you I know I just met you but oh God I love you! I know that for a fact, your the best thing my life!" I cussed to myself in my head, now he'll never talk to me!

"Oh really? I think the same about you, your precious and sweet and I don't think I'll ever find someone who I think I have known for years, but really only known for 3 days as much as you! I love you with all my heart! Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yeah I thought you'd never ask!" I said as we embraced with yet another kiss. Well how great is my life, I have a great boyfriend, I have happiness, I have confidence and I feel great! Now the bad part is that I have a busted leg, a little walking should heal that right up.

"Angel, there's something you have to know."

"Yeah what is it?"

"Well I don't live here on California, I live in Florida. I am a member of the Backstreet Boys, the group that is performing at the arena, and I was wondering if you'll go on tour with me."

"Oh wow, lemme let it all sink in! Yes, I'll go with you! can I bring sneaky?"

"Whose sneaky?"

"Oh yeah sure you can!"

"All right visiting times are over, time for this lady to hit the sack!" the doctor said.

"All right baby, I'll be back tomorrow take care!" AJ said as he gave me a peck on the cheek.

"I love you AJ" I whispered before I went to sleep.

AJ and Nick... (AJs point of view)
"So your telling me that your now with the girl from the hat store???"
"yeah, she's great, Nick you gotta get to know her she is just amazing, it like 'Spanish Eyes', the lyrics are just right for this that I'm going through"

"OK well I'm tired, tell me about it when I'm not half asleep."

"Alright Nicky boy, night."

"Later bone"

"Ahhhhh Alexandria says that"

"Oh God" As I walked to my bunk I kept thinking of my angel. "God I love you," as I laid in my bunk I silently sang 'Spanish Eyes'.
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