Chapter 15

Outside...

"Bitch you think you can just go and take my boyfriend like that! I've been holding this in for over a year but hells nah this is too much your gunna pay for ruining my life! AJ was mine bitch we were supposed to get married 2 weeks ago but you ruined it! now I'll kill you! I swear to God I will!"

"Good AJ loves me more anyways he doesn't need a little puny bitch like you he needs me!"

"Fuck you slut!" and with that I punched her right on the nose and then just got on top of her and started punching her everywhere. I think I killed her face but I dot know I was brainless so I don't remember how she looked I just remember AJ and Kevin trying to pull me off her but I wouldn't budge. Finally when she was done struggling I got up and stormed off.

"Tell your little bitch to never screw with me again." I said as I walked off.

"Buttercup how'd you get so strong?" Kevin asked me with amazement in his eyes.

"Well, I guess I took my vitamins and did my exercise!" I said  


AJ's POV

"Amanda are you alright?"

"Stupid whore! I'll kill her if anything happened to my face!"

"Look I think that we should end this right now, your just causing problems between me and my friends."



Alex's POV

Me and Kevin were in a total makeout session in the TV room/ Kevin's bunk (both were in one room) then AJ walked in and saw it all but we didn't notice because we were too into what we were doing "I love you AJ- oh I said Kevin. Kevin I love you Kevin!"

"Well that kills the moment! I'll be in the game room come back when you don't mistake me for AJ."

"Dammit Marie! What the hells your problem! Your fucked up that's what you are AJ doesn't love you anymore he loves Amanda and you love Kevin remember that!" I sat there cursing at myself. I started crying after that "I miss you AJ I miss you so much why did we have to fuck this up why? I want you and only you not anyone else." I said I was obviously talking to my self but the like 2 minutes later AJ walked in and sat on the couch singing a song it was beautiful it went some thing like...
'its not that i cant live with out you its just that i don't even want to try every night i dream about you ever sense the day we said good bye if i wasn't such a fool right now id be holding its nothing that i wouldn't do baby if i only knew The words to say The road to Take to find a way back to your heart'

I walked out and said "wow, that's a really nice song" I sat next to him on the couch.

"Yeah Kevin wrote it for his ex a while back then it was on our last album. I always sing it when I think of you. hey 2 of a kind is on in 2 minutes."

"You still remember what time my show is on?"

"Yeah when you were gone I always watched it. It was all I had left of you besides pictures."

"Oh. wow no ones ever felt so strongly about me."

"Yeah well I do."


One hour later...

"Ahhhhhh! stop that tickles! AJ stop! I'm serious stop! stop tickling me!" me and AJ were in a total tickle fight, and he was winning we looked like 2 little kids playing around on the grass but actually it was a 20 year old and a 22 year old playing on a green carpet in a bus that travels all over the world. well me and Kevin weren't in the best of moods with eachother so i slept in my own bunk. i was listening to my CD in my CD player and i didn't realize that i was singing out loud.  i was skimming through my Jane mag when Brian walked in my bunk.

"Hey Marie he said" as i took off my head phones i thought 'oh no' he used Marie, that's not good.

"hey Bri watz up?"

"You still love him more than anything don't you?"

"Love who?"

"AJ"

"well Bri its obvious he was my one true love we were gunna get married he proposed on live national television! of course I'll always love him more than anything! he's my baby and nothing can change that! but then i have Kevin now, he's going to be the guy that I'm going to marry and have forever, so it doesn't matter if i still love AJ because i cant have him but i'm still missing my baby that for sure."

"Well, Kevin is heart broken right now he thinks that you don't love him your just marrying him for all the thinks he's done for you and he thinks that your doing it because you feel that you owe him."

"Oh God no! I love Kevin with all my heart! how could he think that! I have to go and talk to him!"


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