This is not an easy thing for me to
talk about, For I know all to well, The damage
and Heart Break, Child Abuse has. Walk with me
for a moment in time.
Where I will show you, how
I now live. With Hope in my heart.
In my life, I was known by a number.
Foster Child case num.0004678 Not me just
a number. Any time, I went to the Doctor or
school, There it be, case # well that is in the
past now. My life in foster care
was not easy Tho, I did have a Loving Mother,
She could not stop, what happen to me, she was
scared, and times were diffrent then, Not like
today, where woman have a place to go, and the
means to be safe. On this page I hope to
help just one person If, I can do that, Then
my life will be a joy.
I was born to a Family that could
not keep me, Yes! I always had the hopes one
day that would change, but it never did,
So, began my life, I was with a Foster
Family, always to hide what was going on.
Never to speak a word of it. Well guess what
It made me learn to hide, not just from someone
who was Hurting me, but the whole world, even
myself. well it caught up
Hello you can't hide forever. Well lets not
dwell on the past, let me tell you what saved
me, Let me walk you through the Door, the Window
that became my life
as it is now. I will write from my heart, the only
way I know how, In my Poems. Let me show you the
Love, The Lord gave me all my life. One more thing,
Do not ever blame God, for what Man does to you in
life. We call God, Father for this reason. God
our Father Gave us, His Children freedom of
Choice. That is to live the way we want.
Never does, God say good or bad. You
did not listen, That will come in due time.
Do not let people judge you, Tho they think
they can. They do not have that right,
Only God will show you the way.
Child of Darkness
I see a room filled with fears, I see a Person who
has hurt me so. Why does this person want to hurt me
What did I do wrong, Asks the child of woe. Then a
light appears. Child of woe I am here, Look to me for
I will never let you go. I am the Lord who loves you
sweet child of woe.
Why does this person want to hurt me. Do not fear what
you see I will always be here to help you
I need you to know have faith my child for it will
not always be this way. But I am scared Lord. I am
only five years old. You see child of my Garden, I
will not let you fall. Have Faith! Trust me to
know I will always be there.
The Window
Hello Lord I am 13 today! Life is still so very
Hard for me. Hello sweet Flower of my Garden
Your Prayers are being answered. You will soon be free.
To Live the life you so very much want.
Lord the scars are deep now, And I saw my Mother
Bleed today. I am only 13 what can I do?
Be Strong my Child. You see what you must do.
All this time I have seen so much, Why Lord
How can life be so cruel? Why do people not see
the Pain I live in? How can these people be so
Blind Look to the Window child. Do you see me there
Do you not feel the Love I have for you.
Yes Lord but how will I make it. You will make it
child. You are Strong and Loving They could not
take that away from you, Don't you see Your Heart
is Caring Always willing to help my other Children
Now do you see? Yes Lord now I see!
Hello Lord
I am 20 today! I will Marry soon Lord. I am so
Happy! Hello child of woe. Yes I have sent you a
fine man, A Loving man. He will help you now.
You will see the Love you have this day, will get
you through your hard times together. You have had
Faith in me and now you must see all that I have
told you to be, is! Yes Lord I can see. But how do
I let go of what happen to me? No child you will
not forget, for you see this is what makes you
strong indeed.
Thank You Lord for Loving me.
Lord I had a Daughter of my own
Life is all you promised and more. Lord you
gave me a Child of my own! How happy I am
but how scared as well, I can not bear to see
if someone hurt her Like I was. No child you know
to well what that can do. You will teach your child
well. I believe in you. Thank You Lord for Loving me.
Lord I am a Woman
Lord Thank You for Loving me. Lord I am a woman
now looking at my past. I have seen your Love
in all I have. But Lord the scares run deep,
and now I see other children living the life I
had, And Lord it pains me so. For I know what
they must bare. Child of Woe have you forgotten
I am still with you, You my child have given of
your Heart. Do you not see me with you?
Do you not see You Love the Children as your own
Do you not feel my Love with you
Yes Lord I feel you with me each day of my life
Please Lord help me through my words to Help
another. For I am just one woman. Child do you
not see that I have sent you help? I have sent
you a Rainbow in your eye, For you do not see color
as being a means of an end. You do not let
your Heart be Cold and still
You have given Children a Place of Hope in
your words of many.
Lord Thank You For Your Love
Lord I am who I am because of your Love for me
I can reach for the Stars and know I am not alone.
I can let my Heart Sing! I can let my Voice be
Heard! I do not Fear what People Think of me.
This is all because you believed in me!
Lord There is so many children hurting. My Prayer
Dear Loving Father I ask this in your sons name.
Jesus Christ. May every eye that read upon my words
take witness to a child in pain. Do not let this
eat away at there hearts and souls. Please help
them as you have helped me!
If you know a child in pain I beg you HELP them
do not let them think it is there Fault.
A child means to much to this world. And it means
a lot to me to see Children safe in there own Homes
My Hearts Song
May I never see the day, That I can not turn
to the Lord. May my Heart always be open to
help another. May the day come that I myself
can look back and say My Life made a diffrence
Above all this may I know I am Loved for not
just who I am, but with the Light that the Lord
has given me to Shine so bright!
That I am never to blind to see I am not the
only one. That this is a problem that has to
END! May it begin with an open mind and Heart.
And may it begin with me. That one voice can
and will reach the Hearts of many! God Bless
you all! And God keep you safe from harm.
Love Lisa Angel
I will always be a Child of God
No matter how old I get, I will never stop Learning or
Talking of God's Great Love for us all. Tho Life can
bring us down, It is very important to reach for God no
Matter how we feel or Think. He will always be there for
all of us. How sad I find it to be when I hear a young
person say no one Loves me. For I know in my Heart God
Loves us all. Tho they may not want to hear That, It is
still a fact. Your Tears are Gods Tears and he feels Them
much Greater then we do. Look to God Talk to him, God
is waiting for you. He will always answer but you must
open your Heart as well.
This Page Written by Lisa Angel
This is From a child
Teddy Bear
Author - Cindy Pike Dunning
Teddy, I've been bad again,
My mommy told me so;
I'm not quite sure what I did wrong,
But I thought that you might know.
When I woke up this morning,
I knew that she was mad;
Cause she was crying awful hard,
And yelling at my dad.
I tried my best to be real good,
And do just what she said;
I cleaned my room all by myself,
I even mad my bed.
But I spilled milk on my good shirt,
When she yelled at me to hurry;
And I guess she didn't hear me,
When I told her I was sorry.
Cause she hit me awful hard, you see,
And called me funny names;
And told me I was really bad,
And I should be ashamed!
When I said, "I love you, Mommy,"
I guess she didn't understand;
Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth,
Or I'd get smacked again.
So I came up here to talk to you,
Please tell me what to do;
Cause I really love my Mommy,
And I know she loves me, too.
And I don't think my Mommy means,
To hit me quite so hard;
I guess sometimes, grown ups forget,
How big they really are!
So Teddy, I wish you were real,
And you weren't just a bear;
Then you could help me find a way,
To tell Mommies everywhere.
To please try hard to understand,
How sad it makes us feel;
Cause the outside pain soon goes a way,
But the inside never heals.
And if we could make them listen,
Maybe then they'd understand;
So other children just like me,
Wouldn't have to hurt again.
But for now, I guess I'll hold you tight,
And pretend the pain's not there;
I know you'd never hurt me,
So, Goodnight, Teddy Bear!
Please Note
My one True Hearts Wish is that all the years
that have passed, That indeed the system has
changed, And Now looks out for the Betterment
of the Children. I know this to be true for I
have seen many happy homes for children,
Please understand I was one in a million
children in the system. And these Social Workers
and The Court system do see that children are safe.
And there is so many Loving Foster Care
Parents in this world. I Thank God for each and
everyone of you!
God Bless you for giving these Children Wonderful
Loving Families.
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