*FOR APRIL* *Written March 2002. I figured that I should write something about my girl Chyna. I love that girl to death, and she deserves this. I emailed it to her, and she loved it. Or at least that's what she said. She said that it was the nicest thing that anyone's ever written for her. I might see her soon...GOOD SHIT!

FOR APRIL

Remember them days that we used to chill?
You were my bitch wheneva shit got ill.
Always had my back no matter what went down.
It was you and me for life in this fucked up town.
Remember when you used to stay at my crib?
Drunk, high and chillin was the only way to live.
You used to sneak out to kick it with my brother.
I took look out, tryin' not to wake my mother.
Can't believe you took that niggaz virginity.
I wish y'all stayed together, but that's ancient
history.
We were almost sisters at a point in time.
Your brother was fine and that ass was mine.
It's funny as hell how shit happens, nah mean?
I miss your horny ass; 'cause of you I'm a fein.
You used to say how you miss the 'Good Ol' days',
But you ain't here now, and we keep partin' ways.

I can't stop reminiscin' on the way shit used to be.
Everything here brings visions of you back to me.
The walls in this room have your name engraved.
Memories in my head have my mind enslaved.

Remember all the parties we would throw for each other?
I surprised you one day; you had to top it with another.
We had all them bitches throwin' shade; hatin' us.
You said, 'Tu don't stress that shit; they're just jealous'.
There was mad strength in everything that you would do.
You used to say I was smart, but I see that shit in you.
You taught me a lot even if you didn't know.
Because of you, from this pain, I can grow.
You're the only bitch I know who eva stayed true,
And for that shit Ima forever be lovin' you.
No other person will understand me the way you did...
My happiness, my pain, all the secrets I eva hid.
An angel told me he spoke to you a week ago.
He said you miss me and you're waitin' to see me so...
Ima do my best to protect your name as long as I'm here,
And keep my love alive 'til the day that I can be there.

Ice Queen

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