You need kin or Cash, says a cultist who
ran
January 1, 1979
By JOAN GALLER
Many young people caught up in religious cults are actually
financial prisoners who can't leave even if they want to because they lack
the money or family to help them, says Sydney Tooman, who quit a cult in
late 1977. "Many of the brothers and sisters in the Church of Bible Understanding
Inc. have no relatives and no money of their own after years of working
without pay," she explains, "so they're trapped there even if they want
to leave," Sydney was luckier though. When she decided to quit COBU
after six years with the religious cult headed by Canadian-born ex-vacuum
cleaner salesman Stewart Traill, she knew she could return to her parents
or to the home of a married sister. Her only problem was in leaving the
Manhattan fellowship without being hassled or even stopped, as is a custom
with COBU and many cults. Even though it was December, Sidney
purposely left her coat and purse in the COBU office, at 607 W. 51st St.
when she went to pick her $10 weekly allowance, in order to give the impression
she was still on the premises. Then she slipped outside, hailed a
cab and sped off to the East Side Bus "I had telephoned my parents
that I wanted to come home and they agreed to wire me a plane ticket if
I could get out to the airport," she recalls
.
Bull Sydney almost didn't make It. Before
she found a taxi, a COBU brother spotted her walking without her
coat and approached her to ask if she was in trouble. When he realized
what she was doing he tried to intervene, telling the taxi driver it was
all a mistake. Only after Sydney jumped in the cab and insisted
on leaving did she feel safe. Sydney arrived at the airport too late to
catch a plane back to Scranton, so she called her sister, Paula Hradkowaky,
also an ex-COBU member, who drove here to pick her up. Now a 22-year-old
student in a Pennsylvania college, studying to become a missionary, Sydney
say she was just 15 when she joined the cult as a naive, teenager disillusioned
with life. "By the time I was 17 I was convinced my parents' attempts
to keep me from Traill's meetings were the work of the devil, and I left
home for good," she says.
But she now enjoys a warm, loving relationship
with her parents. "What really helped me make it back," she explains,
"was the fact that my parents always assured me of their love and kept
telling me I could return home any time I wanted. This is very important
for anyone involved in a cult. It was Sidney's simple request that she
be allowed to spend Thanksgiving 1977 with her family in Pennsylvania that
led to her eventual defection from the cult. "The council turned me down,"
she recalls, noting the Traill's wife, Gayle, "couldn't see any point in
my going home." Until then her life within COBU seemed loving and
serene, full of security. She had a purpose for living and felt needed,
but all that changed after she asked to go home. Suddenly, Traill
started telling her, and others, that her work was inferior, and she became
desperate and depressed. Until then, Sydney, like all the
others in COBU, had regarded Traill as virtually infallible, a man
with a direct line to God. His disapproval of her work and
attitude seemed tantamount to not pleasing Jesus and to eternal damnation.
Luckily, she says, her sister Paula, who had already left COBU was bombarding
her with a steady stream of letters urging her to come home. Paula had
been COBU's business manager and told of Traill's alleged use of church
money for his own purposes.
Sydney says she also started comparing Traill's actions
with those of the Rev Richard Wurmbrand, a former prisoner in Communist
Romania who bad been a guest speaker at fellowship conventions. "I suddenly
realized," she says, "that Stewart was not really a Christian and began
questioning his use of the Bible to entrap and exploit us. In a sense,
I saw he was playing
God." Most of those years were wonderful, she admits, "but I now feel
COBU's message and doctrine are in error. There's very little Christianity
to he found there, and Stewart's more interested in making money than anything
else. "The fact that he teaches the separation of parents and children
is a prerequisite for salvation is just rotten," Sydney says.