Title: Pain
Author: Lisa Martin
email: vqpress@zeelandnet.nl
Rating: PG -13
Pairing: S/X
Disclaimer: Don't own them
Series: 'Emotions'
Note: For those who asked, it's going to be lighter from here on. :-) Thanks everyone for the wonderful feedback!

Resignation

Here I am, sitting on top of the Hellmouth. It sounded so good, open it up and dive in. Now I realise I'm not going to, I don't deserve a quick final death. Instead I turn to thinking. Not brooding! This is a test to see if I can survive with this pesky soul. The demon fights to survive and in the end it wins. I will go on, but far away from here. No more fighting forces I can't beat. Away from the eternal darkness, find the light elsewhere. The demon protests, no light, but I ignore its whining.