Time To Die

When the knife is in your hand
When the timer drops the final sand
When your love has left and gone away
When night consumes the day
When the nooses is drawn tight
When you finally loose the fight
When you realize all is said and done
Nobody has changed, not one
When you feel you could die
When you let out your final cry
When nobody hears that last gasp
When you are sent below the grass
It is only a dream, or so they say
But life seems the same in every way
When you hurt so deep inside
And wonder how you can survive
When promises are made, yet still broken
When words are said, but lies are spoken
When one speaks to you only to slander
And to the one you love,it seems not to matter
So you are left, hurt, alone and scared
To you it seems they never had cared
To afraid to speak, or did she not want to?
To afraid to tell, so instead hurting you
Has that dream come true?
The one you loved is leaving you?
And if you have still yet to see
This is not about you, instead of me
Her voice is all I want to hear
But she could not stay, and my dream I fear
Afraid to know I bury my head and cry
Afraid to live alone, asking why don't I die
Looking again to my first line
Asking myself....is it time?

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