Two of a kind and one different

These thoughts running through my mind

Confused am I about what I want

To settle for nothing

Or to receive something awkward

Awkward it does seem to be

But how will I know if I'm ready for this?

Ready for you I have been for a while 

But ready for the other I do not know

Two of a kind and one different

Is the other willing?

I torment my mind thinking about this

Are you being truthful or pulling me along

Tell me now to ease my torment,

Two of a kind and one different