who am i to judge?

 to pity those who pity me

if to be born

 is to be given a colour

what has the god done 

to be able that paints the world

if to live

  to be seen through a colour

to see from inside one

if to grow

is to hate the god given colour

and to shed into one of another's

if to die

is to freeze in a snapshot

to be defined by a colour for eternity   

is it really such a sin to be transparent

to be born like such

if not reborn

it is really such a sin to have disbelief

in a god given identity

to be seen not through a layer of garment

to be held inside your naked body

and let you smell my skin

what are you afraid of?

do not paint me with your colour

that is only you

i need to be transparent

i can be unseen

yet cannot be wrongly touched

nor rightly pitied