Craziness? Insanity? Whatever you wish to call it, we are all on the brink. If
we fall off the edge, we will never return to life as we know it. Too many people.
Too much noise. Too many requirements. All this craziness leads to being
pushed over the edge of insanity. But beware. It doesn't just happen all of a
sudden. The edge creeps up on you. It is quiet. It is deceiving. Just when you
think you have it all under control, the earth is pulled out from under you. You
fall. This is the point at which sanity ends and insanity begins. It all starts
during the actual descent into the void of nothingness. You cannot stop the
craziness. As you fall, the voices in your head become louder and more
intense. "You're worthless! Why to you even try? You have no life! You have
no right! What are you thinking?!?" It is too intense. Your head is overflowing
with thoughts of madness. You cannot deal with the insanity any longer.
Physically, you are about to explode. Then, it happens. Your heart stops.
Finally. The insanity subsides. It is over. It is the end. There is nothing left.
You are dead.
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