The truth is, I actually had to force
myself out to Nevada on my last trip. My
heart just isn't in it anymore.
Area 51 has been a mystery that has occupied
my mind far to often within the last 2 years.
I never intended to get as deep into it as I
did. What started out as a weekend road trip
ended up as an obsession that I really could
have lived without. I cringe when I think of
all the time I have spent looking for
evidence of phantom flying saucers in the
desert. If ever there was a fool's quest,
truely this was it. I have grown bored with
Area 51, and if there are alien craft beyond
the restricted border, it matters little to
me anymore. The magic of Dreamland is gone
for me. Area 51 provided me with a puzzle
that
was fun and intriging for a long time, but
the adventure has all but disappeared. It
was a good time while it lasted, but sadly,
all good things must come to an end.
I may update this site again sometime in
the future, but probably not for awhile. I
guess I'll keep checking
alt.conspiracy.area51 every day or so, as its
become a hard habit to break.
Other areas such as the San Luis Valley
and Sedona AZ have sparked my interest, but
I'm not sure I am ready to start over again. I
have grown weary in my pursuit. I think that
for the most part I have outgrown Area
51. It's just not the same anymore, at least
not for me.
Maybe this is just some sort of temperary
burn out, maybe this feeling will go away. I
hope so, I really do. I miss the days when it
was all so new to me, I wish I could get that
enthusiasm back, but at this moment it seems
unlikely.
Sadly, I have learned that even roads as
wonderous and mysterious as the E.T. Highway
have to end somewhere, and when you get
there, you usually wish you good go back to
the start, and travel it again for the first
time. Wishful thinking I guess.
Scott L. Babb (Majestic)
