lies

go away
I can't bear to watch you
your conceited grin
your coy, knowing eyes
that evil look
and your irresistable body
that I know all too well.
leave me alone
you sicken me
when I glance at you,
I feel the hatred
rising in my throat
I swallow it
not wanting to give you
the satisfaction
of witnessing how
your vulgar love
affects me.
Betrayal
makes my eyes wretch
my stomach is full of bolders.
get out of here
don't make me go insane
my ears purge the sound
of your maniacal laugh
you touch my cheek
my skin crawls and curdles
in the place where your fingers
are...

...and I pretend to start out
the window
as I watch you leave.

~(\o/)