hope is the beginning of unhappyness, 
or so im told
because when all u have is hope,
the future is uncontroled
and you have to live,
with the uncertainty of tommorow.
the feeling of loss,
and neverending sorrow
because to hope is not to give up faith
that things can be the same again
so much easyer to just move on,
but unhappyness abound again.