Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in this world that could change my mind
There is nothing else
I tired to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe I tried to beat this
When will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
I never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong
Now one more time
This is a sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
I am falling into grace
To the unknown
To where you are
To you
I got nothing left to defend
I cannot pretend taht everything makes sense
But does it really matter now
If I do not know how to figure this thing out
I am against myself again
Trying to fit these pieces in
Walking on a cloud of dust
To get to you
I remind myself of somebody else
Feeling like I'm chasing
Like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
I want some of my own
Can you see me up here
Would you bring me back down
Cause I've been living to see my fears
As they fall to the ground
I remind myself of somebody else
Feeling like I'm chasing
Like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
I want some of my own
Am I hiding behind my doubts
Are they hiding behind me
Closer to finding out
It doesn't mean anything
I remind myself of somebody else now
Just trying to find my way
Trying to find my way
The best I know how
Well, I haven't got it all figured out quite yet
But even if it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be
If I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you
I guess you're the only one
That nobody changes
I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down
You're still the only one
You're still the only one
It's all so shallow and all so appealing
I'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning anyway
In a sea of sarcastic faces
Familiar places where everything looks quite the same
Here it's all so confusingly amusing
Bitter and tainted, the picture you painted to me
I guess you're the only one that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down
Just cause it's all in your head
Doesn't mean it has to be in mine
Don't believe what you said
Still can't get it out of my mind
I've tried to find myself in approval
I've already been there, already done that
It got me nowhere
It brought me nothing
But a good place to hide in
No one to confide in now
I guess you're the only one that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one who will never change faces
I guess you're the only one
And I have felt the same as you
I've felt the same as you
I've felt the same
Locked inside the ony place where you feel sheltered
Where you feel safe
You lost yourself in your search to find
Something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence
When they pushed you around
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown
Refuse to feel anything at all
Refuse to slip, refuse to fall
Can't be weak
Can't stand still
You watch your back, 'cause no one will
You don't know why they had to go this far
Traded your worth for these scars
For your only company
Don't believe the lies that they told to you
Not one word was true
You're alright, you're alright
You're alright
And I am contemplating matters
All this cling and clatter in my head
And what you said is ringing
Ringing faster
And it's all good if you would
Stop the world from making sense
And if I could just realize it doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
If I could touch the sound of silence now
You know I would if I knew how
To make these intentions come around
I'm hearing without listening
And believing every word you are not saying
Speaking without a sound
Trapped inside of these four walls
Walking brainless muppet dolls
Mushroom face beneath the tangles
Bleeding silhouette inside
Dancing like an angel would
I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than
To sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
I am looking past the shadows of my mind
Into the truth and
I'm trying to identify the voices in my head
God, which one's you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time
I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting for the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now
There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning
There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
There it goes
Does it scare you that I can be something different than you
Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
You can't control me
You can't take away from me who I am
Have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage
You're not alone, I have felt the same as you
Have you ever felt like your secrets give you away
You're not alone, I've been there too
Everyone is looking and everyone is laughing
But I think everyone feels the same
Everybody wants to feel ok
Everybody wants to
Everybody wants to feel
'Cause you can't change me
You can't break me
There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
'Cause I don't it
I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
This is over my head but underneath my feet
Because by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
I am waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I am somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You still my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now
'Cause you're all I want
You are all I need
You are everything
Everything