Heaven

<xmp> <body> </xmp> ANGEL
Like an angel I see you in the light of Life
shining in every way
Like a bird I free you to head for the stars
I don't wanna make you stay

Tears I'm crying cause I'm losing you
but I wish I never could
I'm shaking, I'm dying, there's pain inside
If I could live the Dream I would

Like an angel I kiss you, adore what you are
And what you will ever be
But like a bird I free you, I'm letting it go
I know you can't stay with me

I see you fly beyond the Horizon
leaving me far behind
But even though I'm torn apart
you will always be in my mind

What you have been giving, I will save
In my heart and soul Forever
Never forget and for Eternity cherish
the memory of us together
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I WHISPER, I WONDER
Looking at that woman in the mirror
observing every bit of her shell
I watch her from the side, from behind, from up above
I am so confused
Don't I know you? I ask...
I recognize you so well..
but can't get any answer..

I get a strong urge of wanting to hit her, but instead I hug
I wanna laugh at her behind her back
I wanna stab her, strangle her
but instead I rescue
I wanna spit on her, call her names right in her face
But instead I admire and adore
cuz inside she's a beauty, with a heart of gold
I just know it..just know it so well

I wanna abuse her in every possible way
With thoughts, with words, with hands
cuz that's the way I was raised
But I can't...
cuz I know her pain-it has become my hell
I look at the wounds they made
and see myself bleed

I look into her eyes
and they lead me through the darkness...
through the coldness
from hell to an amazing place
Heaven.....
Am I to go here with purpose to drown in the tears of pain?
Or am I here to wipe the tears away??
-All I ever wanted was love, and no one else can see this place
with any else in heart, she said
and I get so scared standing here
so confused when I wonder..
Am I you? I whisper
...or are you me?
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