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~~ Dee's Loving Memories ~~
My loving memories that I have are of my Mother.
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What a wonderful person she was...
what a lovely Angel she is.
What a wonderful lady she was...
what a lovely Spirit she is.
What a wonderful friend she was...
what a lovely Inspiration she is.
What a wonderful confidant she was...
what a lovely Memory she is.
© by Dee 1998
Here is a clip from a journal that I wrote to my Mother...
February 18, 1986
Mom,
Although you may not be reading this physically, I have a feeling that you are- one way or another. This is something that I have wanted to do for 3 years now. I am sorry it has taken so long for me to realize that this is what I needed to do. And I am sorry it has taken what it has to finally get me to write this. It's the best thing for me at this time.
Mom...I feel low. Real low. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I am on this lousey earth. Just when things are going great for me, they screw up one way or another.
I am 19 1/2 years old now. And on my own.
This is a time I miss you Mom. A time I wonder why the Lord wanted you so soon. I sometimes feel it's not fair. I was only 16 years old when He called your name. Just in the time of life when any other teenager needs their parents.
I need you here with me right now Mom. So I can talk, and you could listen. But I guess this is the next best thing, huh?
(this is where I speak of a problem I had....then...)
Well Mom, I am going to close for now. I will write more tomarrow. Or I might even write more later on tonight.
I Love You, Mom
Love,
Dee
I wanted to add this for you to see just how much I LOVE my mother. And to let you know that I was/am a very lucky lady to of had a wonderful, kind, understanding, fun, loving, Mother.
If you would like to see more on our lives together...please visit her homepage. *S*
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