July 13, 2000: Not the greatest week but not the worst week. I am down a half a pound. It may not be the best accomplishment but at least it is a step in the right direction. One more week until my in-laws come back and I am really dreading that. I feel so powerless because they just are so overpowering and assuming. So what was my excuse to overeat when they were not here then! Sheesh...........
July 6, 2000: Well.......(hanging head).....I've gone and done it again. You must have guessed since I haven't been writing and I haven't been posting my weight. So here it is. As of this morning I am up to 179 again. Still down 10 lbs. from where I started in March, but up about 5 lbs. from where I was three weeks ago. Blame it on summer vacation! My kids are home now so every few hours it's "I'm hungry." So of course when I give them something, I eat something. And I'm starting to get the "night eating" syndrome again, whether I'm watching TV or reading. I just feel the need to eat. Oh well. Let's try this again shall we?