Why must I wait ...

What have I done??

DO I fail ...

to satisfy your inner needs?

Your ICQ...

falls silent.

I know you are there...

but not for me.

My heart ...

is surrounded by barbed wire.

As it grows for you...

I feel the barbs dig in...

I bleed.

The perfect day...

interrupted.

You stole my heart...

I gave it freely.

You hold it ...

In your very hands.

Unknowingly...

You twist it.

I bleed.

I see your name...

Illuminated...

but not for me.

My heart breaks apart.

muscle and sinew...

torn asunder.

I bleed.

It eats my soul...

Fills me with anger.

I scream...

into the night..

voice in anguish...

Why must I wait.

Why must I walk...

this path between...

Heaven and Hell ??