July 31, 2001 Update!!!! I have to tell everyone something, I do not really know how to find meaning in life. Yeah, I'm sure that this is a shock to everybody out there, but I just don't know. The moment that we think we have it all figured out, life always throws a curveball, just to make it a little more interesting. Trying to describe what the meaning of life is, is like trying to define love. Sure, everyone can do it in their own way, but it's always different. I read something the other day that said something like this, "...the most important things are the hardest things to say. they are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head...to no more than living size when brought out...." To anyone that has ever loved another and felt foolish over crying about it, you will know what I mean. Hmm... I am sure getting off of the topic here, but I think this whole website is really going to change over the next month. I want this to be a Girl, Interrupted meets Sex and the City. I've always loved those movies where they have the little overvoice that tells what people are feeling. Well this is the overvoice of my life. I doubt too many of you out there are going to see this, because I think the only person who's been to my website is me, but still, I'll try my hardest to make it good. :) So to the one person who might go to my website, please bookmark it and give me a little while to make it something really special. Tell your friends and family, or your enemies, whichever. I just want one person to go to my webpage and just wrie a little e-mail to me to say that they actually looked at it. Thanks for everyone's time!!! Have a great day!1.) Faith Hill's "The Secret of Life"Couple of guys sittin' around drinkin'Down at the Starlight BarOne of 'em says, you know I've been thinkingOther one says, that won't get your too farHe says, this is your life and welcome to itIt's just workin' and drinkin' and dreamsAd on TV says "Just Do It"Hell if I know what that meansThe secret of life is a good cup of coffeeThe secret of life is keep your eye on the ballThe secret of life is a beautiful womanAnd Marilyn stares down from the barroom wallYou and me we're just a couple of zerosJust a couple of down-and-outsBut movie starts and football heroesWhat have they got to be unhappy about?So they turn to the bartender, "Sam, what do you think?What's the key that unlocks that door?"Sam don't say nothin', just wipes off the barAnd he pours them a couple more'Cause the secret of life is in Sam's martinisThe secret of life is in Marilyn's eyesThe secret of life is in Monday night footballRolling Stones records and mom's apple piesSam looks up from his Sunday paperSays, boy you're on the wrong trackThe secret of life is there ain't no secretAnd you don't get your money back (hey)The secret of life is gettin' up earlyThe secret of life is stayin' up lateThe secret of life is try not to hurryBut don't wait, don't waitThe secret of life is a good cup of coffeeThe secret of life is keep your eye on the ballThe secret of life is to find the right womanThe secret of life is nothin' at all (oh it's nothin' at all)The secret of lifeCouple of guys sittin' around drinkin'Down at the Starlight BarOne of 'em says, you know I've been thinkin'Other one says, that won't get you too farThat won't get you too far
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