Wow, this is the first time that I have written in a long long long time! Today is July 23, 2002, and I have to say isn't going all that well. I find that it is on the worst days that I have so many thoughts running through my head. This is what forces me to write the crazy things that are going through my head at that very moment. At some point in everyone's life, don't we all just feel so alone. Those who say they haven't are most likely lying because it feels so typical. A life is like constantly moving up and down with the good and bad days. Why is it that sometimes it feels like there is no one else around? Sure you start off feeling like you have lost something, then another thing happens, and it just escalates from there. I think the best advice that I could give anyone for this is to not let it consume you, even thought it seems unavoidable. I have learned through my oh so long 16 years of life that sadly enough, everything comes to an end. Even when I'm having a blah day, I still try to look around at where I am and see that this day will end and so will everything else. This moment in a person's day where they can truly see everything clearly is amazing. That time where nothing is confusing, even things like how did the world start, don't seem to matter. The world could be a million miles away from you, but you don't care because you discovered the truth. Just as quickly as they came, the moments of epiphany seem to be forgotten as we are consumed with another task. It is always those busy times that can help us along because they take our minds off of the hard and confusing, and they help us realize our true selves. Well I have to be going now, I hope you have enjoyed my bantering:)....... check back later to see some updates. Thanks!!!!!!!!!
