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JUST A GRIP A GO I THOUGHT I HAD NO PLACE THOUGHT I WAS A LONER...THOUGHT I WAS A WASTE I HAD THESE FEELINGS INSIDE THAT BURNED SO STRONG BUT I HAD NO PLACE TO TRUELY BELONG NO FAMILY TO CONFIDE IN NO ONE TO CALL MY FRIENDS NO PLACE ON THIS EARTH EXCEPT FOR THE OUT SKIRTS BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL NEVER CONSIDERED COOL PICKED ON AND BEAT UP MADE FUN OF AND SET UP ID WALK DOWN THE HALL SEE POINTING HEAR CHUCKLES MAKING A FIST AND EXPOSING MY KNUCKLES NO CHOICE BUT TO FIGHT IT JUST FELT SO RIGHT KNOWING THAT ID BE IN TROUBLE THAT NIGHT IM SICK OF THIS SHIT IM TIRED OF THIS THATS WHEN THE CARNIVAL FILLED LIFE WITH PURE BLISS FINALLY I FOUND WORDS FOR WHAT I WAS FEELING ID LAY IN MY BED AND STARE AT THE CEILING THE WORDS WERE SO PURE AND EXPLAINED IT ALL THANK HEAVENS I FOUND THE DARK CARNIVAL FROM THAT DAY FORWARD LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SURE IM MIGHT BE CRAZY, NUTS AND INSANE BUT THATS JUST ME..THE SCRUB IN THE HALL THE ONE YOU LAUGH AT WHEN I STUMBLE OR FALL THATS JUST WHO I AM...I DONT GIVE NO FUCKS YOU DONT LIKE ME....SUCK MY FUCKIN NUTS I FOUND MY PLACE....I NOW BELONG ALL BECAUSE I HEARD THAT SONG THE CARNIVAL SAVED ME AND MADE ME CHECK MADE ME FROM WHAT WAS ONCE A WRECK GRADUATION CAME AND WENT..AND SO DID YOU HATERS JUST THINK ABOUT WHERE YOU BITCHES WILL BE SOONER OR LATER IN THE PITS OF HELL BURNING FOREVER WHILE IM IN SHANGRI LA....DOING WHATEVER YOU ALWAYS HATED TRASH TALKED AND MADE FUN ALL YOU REALLY DID WAS BLOCK YOURSELF FROM THE SUN I NOW HAVE MY FAMILY....UNDYING CLOWN LOVE JUST LIKE ME...PICKED ON AND MADE FUN OF SURE WERE THE SCRUBS...UGLY AND HATED BUT OUR CLIQUES FOREVER...NEVER GETS FADED WERE ALL TOGETHER IN THIS STRUGGLE CALLED LIFE TIMES HAVE CHANGED NOW WE HAVE THE KNIFE... SO LOOK OUT RITCHIES...BIGGOTS AND HATERS CAUSE TEN MORE YEARS AND WE MIGHT JUST BE NEIGHBORS ILL PAY YOU NO ATTENTION AS YOU SIT ALONE IN YOUR CRIB WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK IT WAS THAT YOU DID YOU LOST ALL YOUR FRIENDS...THEY DIED OR MOVED ON FORGETTING ABOUT YOU ...NOW THERE ALL GONE AS I PARTY DAILY WITH MY JUGGALO HOMIES YOULL SIT IN YOUR HOUSE SOLITAIR AND LONELY THE SCRUB YOU PICKED ON BACK IN THE DAY FOLLOWED THE PATH THAT SHOWED HIM THE WAY TO ALL THAT IS GREAT, PURE AND FOR REAL JUGGALO FAMILY....ITS THE REAL DEAL YOU LAUGHED AND YOU POINTED WHEN I WAS AROUND ILL NEVER FORGET THE GUT WRENCHING SOUND I HATED THE FEELING THAT I GOT INSIDE AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED ALL OF THAT DIED I NOW HAVE THE GREATEST FAMILY OF ALL JUGGALO FAMILY....AND ITS NOT REALLY THAT SMALL NOW IM THE ONE LAUGHING AS YOU GAZE THROUGH THE GLASS INTO MY HOUSE WITH MY NINJAS...I BELONG AT LAST
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