Jina bolted into the house and towards the stairs.
"Come back here young lady",she heard her "mom" say.
"NO! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FUCKING DID THAT TO ME! IT'S MY LIFE AND I CAN DO WHAT EVER I DAMN WELL PLEASE!",Jina screamed. She was so angry she didn't care what was happening. She ran towards the bathroom clenching her stomach as she approached it. She slamed the door and almost puked all over herself but she made it just in time.
"Mom are you okay?",Heather came down the stairs looking at her mom who had her head in her hands and was crying. She was sitting on the blue carpeted steps.
"Do you know how she found out about where her parents live?",her mom questioned. Heather began to feel sick to her stomach realizing what she was about to do.
"No I dont mom",she lied.
"I wish I knew.. because she doesn't want to have anything to do with them.. they didn't want anything to do with her.. and it's such a long complicated story.. I can't bare to tell her yet she's not ready! she can't even handle rejection well",Heather looked at her mom.
"Well when you feel it's the right time you should tell her.. she's really been emotional latley.. and it's like she has no feelings for anyone else.. but herself.. maybe in a few months she'll be ready.. for your story",Heather said.
"I hope so Heather",she said.
~*~
"Jina?",Ashley knocked on the bathroom door. She turned the knob and it opened up.
"Jina oh my god are you alright?", Ashley questioned running over to her. She was laying down on the bathroom floor.
"Yah.. Im fine ash, I didn't feel good",Jina said.
"Are you sure? you wanna talk?", Ashley questioned.
"No thanks.. Im gonna go lay down.. I need to think",Jina said. Ashley watched as Jina got up and walked towards her room. Ashley walked out of the bathroom.
"Is she okay?", she heard Heather ask.
"Beats me she wont talk to me about her problems I guess Im too young to understand",Ashley said.
"Billy's downstairs waiting for you...",Heather smiled.
"What why is he here... do I look alright.. oh shit",Ashley stated running back into the bathroom and looking at the mirror.
"Ash whats up with you?",Heather questioned.
"I like Billy Heather.. he's sooo awesome.. he's the most sweetest guy in the whole world.. and ever since he moved here.. Ive been falling in love with him each day.. and as we get closer I get more attached.. I just wanna jump on him and kiss him",she laughed. Heather laughed.
"Ahem!",they heard a male voice say. They both looked out the door to see Billy's head peering at them.
"Hello girls",he smiled. Ashley looked at him and blushed. Heather laughed a little.
"I think you two need some privacy.. o yeah.. Benj and I are having a sleep over in the tree house.. and everyone is invited tommorow night as a last day of school deal.. so if you wanna come Billy you know you and Ash....",Heather winked.
"That could be fun",he smirked.
"Great so see you tommorow night at 9?",she questioned.
"9 thats good with me",Billy smiled. Heather walked off to her room.
~*~
"How long have you been standing there Billy?", Ashley's hands were sweating.
"not long why?",he asked.
"Did you hear me talking?",she questioned.
"No.. why you talking about me and how dead sexy Iam?", Billy questioned.
"Thats exaclty what we were talking about",she giggled.
"Come on lets take a walk", Billy stated lending his hand out. She looked down at it.
"It's not gunna bite Ash!", Billy said.
"O right",she snapped out of it and grabbed his hand and they walked outside.
~*~
"Mom?",Benji heard his mom's cry from the basement.
"Im in here son",she stated. She was sitting on the cold basement floor with her knees brought up to her face. Benji kneeled down next to his mom.
"You alright mom?",he questioned.
"Yah.. Benj I'll be fine.. I just miss him.. soo much... it's my fault he left you guys.. I love that man",she cried. Benji sat down next to his mom and held her.
~*~
"Sarah could you please move your big head!",Joel threw a pillow at his little sister she was sitting directly in front of the tv as they watched Legends of The Hidden Temple.
"No",she said and turned her head back around. He took the remote and shut the tv off.
"HEY! TURN THAT BACK ON!", she yelled.
"MoVE! then", Joel yelled. She crossed her arms and lowered her eye brows at him.
"Why are you soo mean Joel!",she said.
"Im not mean your annoying.. move!",he shouted.
"Children no fighting",they heard a firmilar voice say. Sarah looked over to see their older brother Josh. He looked exaclty like Joel.
"JOSH!",Sarah got up and ran over to him.
"Hey Joel",Josh said as he walked over to his brother.
"Where's mom?",he questioned.
"Downstairs.. I think she's crying again.. I can't stand to see her like that.. I dont wanna go down there...", Joel looked up at his brother with tears in his eyes.
"He didn't even say goodbye?",Josh questioned sitting down.
"No.. not one goodbye to any of us.. just a slam of the door and he was gone",Joel looked down and let some tears fall from his eyes. Benji and His mom had just entered the livingroom.
"Josh?",Benji questioned.
"Hey Benj.. o mom come here", Josh walked over to his mother and gave her a hug.
"Josh baby.. your here",she whispered.
"Yes mom.. Im here",he said.
~*~
"JOEL JOEL JOEL OH MY GOD!", Jina screamed running towards him. She had a big smile on her face.
"Hey.. wow your mood changed before you were pretty angry I didn't even wanna go near you", he laughed.
"JOEL I PASSED! I PASSED MATH!",she said with a smile.
"Thats great", he said picking Jina up and spinning her around. They looked into each others eyes as he set her down.
"YOU BLINKED!",they heard Benji yell as he hit Joel on the back. Joel gave him a dirty look.
"Having a staring contest guys?", Heather questioned hanging onto Benji with a big smile.
"yah.. and I won", Jina smiled.
"So your still coming tonight right Joel? Jina? tree house sleep over",Heather stated.
"Im in", Joel said looking at Jina.
"Me too!",Jina said with a smile.
"So Jee did you pass?",Heather questioned.
"Yessum my average turned out to be an 80 just because I did homework well sometimes..",she laughed.
"good!",Heather smiled.
"We gotta go see you two tonight", Benji stated dragging Heather away.
"Bye",Jina said. They both waved. Jina looked back at Joel.
"What was that look for Joel?",she questioned.
"What look?",he asked.
"That look your giving me now",she said his eyes narrowed on her.
"I dont know.. I was just looking into your eyes thats all is that a crime?", he questioned.
"no",she smirked.
"Lets get to class",she told him as she took his arm and they walked to class.
~*~
Ashley sat in class staring at Billy the whole time. It was the last day of school and the teachers were telling everyone their grades but all Ashley wanted to do was look at Billy and write BM on her paper. The bell rang and Billy walked up to her.
"Wanna walk home together?",she heard his soothing voice ask. She smiled at him.
"I'd love to",she got up and grabbed her books and they headed out the door.
~*~
"Can I just come over now Joel?", Jina questioned him as they were getting off the bus.
"Yah.. why don't you wanna get some things before you come over and no ones coming till 9",Joel said.
"I know...",she looked down.
"Whats wrong Jee?",he questioned.
"I wanna see my mother",she said looking up at him.
"Im sorry I dont wanna take you back there if people are preventing you from it there must be something wrong..wait where are you going!",he said as she began to walk down the street.
"Come back here!",he called after her.
"JOEL!",he heard Heather call. He turned around and looked at her.
"Where is she going?",Heather asked.
"To see her mother",Joel sighed.
"Could you stop.. her they dont want her.. I dont know the rest of the story all I know its that they dont want her! stop her Joel before she gets hurt again",Heather pleaded.
"I'll try Heather",he said and ran off to Jina. He came up behind her and grabbed her from behind. She continued walking.
"Come on Jina lets go home",he placed his mouth right by her ear and whispered into it.
"I have to do this Joel!",she protested.
"No you don't",he swung her around so she would face him.
"You dont have to do this not now.. maybe it's just not your time to see your real parents.. give it time",he told her. She wouldn't look at him she kept looking the oposite direction he would look at her.
"Ive waited 17 fucking years Joel I think Im ready!",she yelled trying to get out of his grip but she couldn't.
"Pleaseeeee!",she told him as she tried to remove her hand from his grip she began to fall weak and kneeled on the ground. Joel came down right next to her.
"It's okay baby everythings gonna be okay",he had his arms around her. She looked up at him.
"What did you call me?",she questioned.
"I said baby.. why is there something wrong with it?",he questioned.
"You've never called me that before",she looked at him.
"Im sorry.. I just...", he looked down.
"Isn't that something someone would say to someone who they dating?",she questioned.
"and your point would be?",Joel looked at her.
"I need to go home",she stated as she ran down the street to her house. She shut the door of the bathroom and leaned against it. Tears poured down her eyes. Why did he call me baby.. oh god it felt so good to hear him say that and to have him soo close and whisper into my ear she thought. She walked over to the toilet and thought she must look good for him tonight so she stuck her fingers down her throat and vomited anything she had eaten that day. She saw a little blood but thought nothing of it.