"Allie are you going to be in the bathroom all day?", Jina questioned knocking on the door. Heather and Ashley were watching cartoons.
"I'll be out in 2 seconds", she heard Allie blow her nose and the next minute she appeared with tears in her eyes.
"Are you okay?", Jina asked.
"No", Allie looked up at Jina.
"Whats wrong come sit on the couch with us", Jina brought Allie over to the couch and sat her down.
"Allie you okay?", Ashley asked.
"I think Paul hates me", she cried.
"Allie you two have been f*cking inseperable the past week dont tell me that shit", Heather said.
"Well we were packing and he wouldn't talk to me something was wrong".
"Maybe he was afraid of losing you", Jina told her. Everyone shook their heads.
"So whats up with everyone and the GC guys?", Ashley looked around at everyone afraid of what their reactions might be when she told them her story.
"Benji likes our random kisses I think Im gunna stick with Benj for a while Im not sure if I should sleep around anymore I really liked being with him with him", Heather confessed.
"Well Allie we know your story Jina??", Ashley questioned.
"Yes me and Joel are together", she said looking at them.
"You still dont sound happy".
"Iam! see me happy", she said pointing to a smile on her face.
"Ash what about you", Jina said in a nasty tone. Ashley looked around.
"I told him that I liked him maybe even loved him and he said he felt the same way", she said.
"WAIT HOLD UP HOLD THE F*CKING PHONE!", Jina's voice began to raise.
"YOU WERE HARASSING US FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE GC GUYS AND ABOUT BREAKING THE PACT AND WHAT THE F*CK DO YOU DO? YOU TELL BILLY THAT YOU LIKE HIM. HOW LONG HAVE YOU LIKED HIM ASH? CUZ YOU SURE AS HELL NEVER TOLD US AND YOU WERE ALWAYS NAGGING US JUST BECAUSE WE LIKED THE GUYS! I REALLY DONT GET YOU I REALLY DONT! AND I... I CANT STAND YOU!", Jina stated standing up.
"YOU KNOW WHAT JINA?",Ashley stood up and got in her face.
"WHAT ASH?",Jina put her face near ashleys.
"I WANT YOU TO MOVE OUT MOVE FAR OUT FAR AWAY AND NEVER EVER STEP FOOT IN THIS APARTMENT AGAIN! I DONT WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE YOUR A F*CKING DRAMA QUEEN AND YOU DONT CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE BUT YOURSELF YOU B*TCH AND I WANT YOU OUT!", Ashley yelled.
"GUYS STOP!", Heather came in between the two.
"no it's okay Heather I wanna leave this crummy place anyways.. who needs you ash!", Jina stated. She ran to her room and slammed the door. She leaned her head up against the door and slid down the door and started to cry.
"Ashley you two are too much", Allie stated.
"NO SHE'S TOO MUCH!", Ashley screamed.
"YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS MY F*cKING APARTMENT I WANT EVERYONE OUT!", she yelled tears of anger and saddness had began to fall down her face.
"Ashley you dont mean that", Allie said.
"It's okay Allie I think the PACT made our friendship grow apart a long time ago and we need some time away from each other!", Heather stated stating some what the truth.
3 months later
Jina sat helplessly in the bay window in her aunts apartment. She had been staying there since the night that Ashley kicked her out. The rest of the girls stayed in the apartment. She hadn't seen much of them. She hardly ever left the house. She sat there with her head resting on her knees as tears would fall down her cheek. Every once in a while she picked up her black and white fender guitar and play a little but thats as much as she did. She lost about 20 pouds from not eating. She was depressed not being around her friends and not being around Joel and having her life back to normal. Jina was all alone when her aunt went to work. She heard the phone ring and hesitantly she walked over to it. She hadn't thought much about what happend months before with Joel or anyone just about how depressed she had become.
"Hello?", she tiredlly answered.
"Cadee?", a firmilar voice said on the other end.
"Who's this?", she questioned in a confused voice.
"It's Joel baby, whats up you sound really depressed", he said.
"Oh hey Joel", she said.
"You dont sound happy to be talking to me, Im at the hotel are you going to come? everyone is here", he stated.
"Everyone as in Star?", she questioned.
"Yes everyone as in Star well Ashley", Joel stated. Jina heard loud laughing from the other end.
"Wait... how do you know her real name?", she questioned.
"Jina... I know", he stated. Hearing him call her Jina she just wanted to die she had been waiting for so long for him to say Jina instead of Cadee. A tear rolled down her cheek she wanted to be with Joel right then and there.
"I can't I have things to do", she lied.
"I dont believe you, I wanna see you what your doing to yourself is not healthy and you need help I wanna help come on come down here everyone is waiting to see you Heather and Allie really miss you come on, I'll come and pick you up?", Joel was trying so hard he just wanted to be with her and she didn't seem to want to budge.
"no.. ill meet you in the lobby just you Joel please when I get there I'll see if I wanna come up.. but please just you", she told him.
"Alright", he said in a soothing tone.
"It's going to be okay Jina... we have so much to talk about and I want to help you and I have to ask you something", he told her.
"Okay I'll be there in a few minutes, just give me a little time Im kind of slow these days", she told him.
"Alright, Im going down there right now to wait for you".
"Okay".
"I love you Jina", he said. Jina wanted to run over there and fall into his arms when he told her that and she was so speechless she just hung up. Slowly she dragged her limp body over to the closet and picked out some normal clothes. She put on black sweatpants and a All American Rejects shirt on, she looked at her pale thin self in the mirror and decided to go after 10 minutes of deciding.
~*~
Joel sat down on the couch in the front of the lobby where they seemed to always meet up. He felt someone standing over him he looked up to see someone who looked almost nothing like she did when he left.
"Ohh Jina", he stated. She had tears running down her face and red puffy eyes. Joel got up and took her into his arms.
"I want you to come back to Waldorph with me", he whispered in her ear. Jina didn't say anythign she just grabbed Joel and kissed him.