"Shit, shit what have I done? "AJ thought while he was walking down the hall as he saw Nick coming off a cab.

"Hey Nick, how's Linda?"

"She's better, but AJ , look we need to talk"

"Talk, what?  Man I've just experienced a not so pleasant experience, and man I fell like shit, but I don't love Sally, not that way, and it was for the best.."

"Come on, we need to talk" he said as he put his arm around AJ's shoulder and they both walk back to the hotel's bar.

"What is it Nicky? Why do you have that look on your face? what's going on?" he said as he asked the bartender for some orange juice.

"Well, I just.." Nick started not sure if he should brought the subject out " Look, I'm just worried with you Bone, like and if that girl isn't really the one? And if, she has like something behind her? Do you really think it's worth you breaking up with Sally and all?"

"Oh, it's just that. Listen bro., I understand you concerning, but, I really like this girl, look, it isn't just another girl, she is like all over me, I just can't sleep, can't think of anything else, I just need her so bad, and I know she fells the same way too, I just have to get some things straight."

Nick stood there listening to what he was saying, as he felt his stomach tieding up.

"But, but, is that girl everything for you? Is she worth you breaking up your relationship? is she worth.."

"What's up with that shit Nick?"

"Listen, if you had to choose between like, me and her, like our friendship and what you fell for her, what would you say is stronger?"

"HUH? what the hell are you saying? I don't have to choose between a friend and her, man, listen, you, Kev, D, and Rok, well you are my brothers, like for life, she's a thing that just came up, but I can assure you that what I fell for her is strong, very strong."

"Oh, I see.."

"So can you please explain me, what's up with that?"

"Oh, no nothing's up, just trying to find out if you are serious about this"

"I'm dead ass serious"

"That's what I was afraid of" Nick thought

"Well now you excuse me but, I'm out of here, I just don't wanna face Sal again, man no way I can handle it, check yah later" AJ said as the boys hugged.

"Bye Bone, take good care of yourself" Nick said

"Man, what's up with that shit? Guess love does that to you right?"

"Yup, I guess so"

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"Common Trish, you can do it call him, common" said Trish as she walked around the phone wondering if she should call AJ. She then picked it up, but as she started dialling the number, she put it back at the place

"Shit I can't do this I fucking can't do this.. no.. I gotta do it, I really gotta do it" she said as she picked the phone and dialled AJ's number as she waited for and answer.

"Hey, talk to me!" AJ answered and Trish just froze, she just couldn't do it, no way.

"Hello?" he insisted as he saw no one had talked

"Hey Alex, it's me" she finally managed to say

AJ's face light up at the sound of her voice " Hey honey, man it is so nice to hear your voice, what are you doing?"

"Oh, well I'm just working, but I called because.."

"What?"

"I need to talk to you, so can you meet him at this club called Secret Lover, in like 20 minutes?"

"What? Secret Lover, I know where it is, but like why do you wanna meet me there? Like at this time of the day?"

"Just come please" she said as she hanged off

"What the hell was that about?" AJ thought "Something is, man something really serious is up"

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25 minutes later AJ was standing at the front door of the club.

"Well, here I am, where is her?" he thought as Steve one of the security guys from the bar came out.

"Hey, come on in, she's expecting you" he said

"Huh? who?"

"You'll see" he said as he opened the door and AJ came in to see Mark there talking to some of the girls.

"Hey Mark" he said

"Hey AJ, well go on there, she's there"

"well, ok" all that seemed a little too suspicious, what the hell was Leticia doing at that place? Did she worked there as a waiter? why haven't he seen her before. He stood there at the door of Trish's office not sure if he should open it or no. He then knocked.

"Come on in" he heard as he opened the door to see Leticia standing there by the window. She was all dressed up, but in her eyes he could see that something was going on.

"Hey, honey, why didn't you told me you worked here, I've been here a couple of times and..." he said as he went towards her to kiss her and she just moved away. "what's wrong?"

"Nothing, it's just we have to stop this.."

"Stop what? " he said as he took her arm "Look at me, tell me what's going on"

"Well, AJ, it's just we can't keep on seeing each other, it's just not right" she said as she tried to hold back the tears so that he couldn't see what was going on.

"What is it? Is it coz of Sally? look.."

"Well, yes that's one of the reasons, but there's more, ... I'm.. I'm not who you think I am" she managed to say

"What are you talking about woman? You're Leticia, and I love you" he said confused

"Well yes I'm Leticia, but, AJ you really want to know what I'm doing here? You really want?"

"Yes, Yes, tell me.."

"I'm in charge of managing this" she said

"What? what's wrong with that?" he asked not getting it, he then thought about Trish, Howie's girl she was the manager there, he never had meet her.

"What? Are you trying to tell me you're.."

"Yeah AJ, I'm Letícia, but I'm also Trish" she said as she covered her face and started crying

"What???"

"Yes"

"No, no, it can't be!" he said as he grabbed her arms and forced her to look at him "Tell me you're lying, please tell me" he asked looking at her teary eyes, as he felt his own eyes wetting.

"I can't, I can't"

"So you are with Howie, all the time he told me how great trish was, he was talking about you?"

"Yeah, but look, I met him first, and I didn't mean it to happen with you, i didn't want it, but , it did and it was a mistake"

"What? You calling all what we've been through a FUCKING MISTAKE???"

"It was never meant to be AJ, never, it was like, just... Let's us be just friends"

"What??? AND YOU EVEN DARE TO ASK ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND??"  he yelled as she backed out scared of the tune of his voice

"I've been to some much shit, but this, man I just told Sally we were over, and you know why? CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE WHY? Coz I love you, damn you, I love you" he said as he sat on the flour and couldn't help crying. Trish by the other hand, was at a corner, it was breaking her heart to do that to the man she loved, but they were just not meant to be.
He raised his head off, and took a look at her.

"No, you are not throwing out of your life this way" he said as he got up and started walking towards her till he was just on top of her "Tell me you don't love me, and I'll leave, tell me that and I promise I'll pretend like this never happened" she was there crying as she turned her face away and said:

"No, AJ, I don't love you" she lied

"Look in my eyes, damn it and don't call me AJ!!!" he said putting her face in his hands "TELL ME, TELL ME!"

She just looked at him and new tears came from her eyes.

"I... I just... I CAN'T! " she said as he smiled and took in charge of her lips like if it was the first time he had taste them. With a strength and passion that came from no where, he ripped  her shirt off, and started tasting every inch of that body as she started moaning in-between tears.

She was there lying  helpless against the wall, as he took her bra off, and search confort in those firm breasts of her. Like some kind of a angry beast he took a nipple on his mouth as he started sucking it hard, as the other hand was massaging the other. When he was done with the licking and sucking, he then breathless, looked into Trish's eyes who was just standing there, felling her body shiver at every move he made.

"I'm gonna make you mine" he said as he took a hand under her skirt and took her panties off, and started massaging her womanhood, as he looked into her eyes, and she surrender to the pleasure of that moment. he took his belt of, and unbuttoned his pants, as he took her up and went inside of her, trembling of the pleasure of that secret world. He reached as deep as he could, and felt like his heart was about to jump out of his mouth, as he softly kissed her.
They both came and it was like a heart quake had taken place in both of their bodies.

AJ just stood there on top of here, trying to catch his breath.

Trish didn't knew exactly what to think, in one hand there was the man she wanted to be, but it was if he had forced her, but she had made up her min.

"Move away" she said as she got herself together and AJ just stood there not knowing exactly what the hell was that attitude.
 

"Just leave" she added.

"What do you mean, are you gonna pretend this just didn't happened?" he asked

"No, AJ I didn't want it.."

"You what? you didn't want it? like you enjoyed every fucking moment of it, don't go telling me now that I forced you"

"Just, Look I made up my mind, I'm staying with Howie, he likes me, and it's for the best"

"What? Girl my life just turned wild since you've become a part of it, man I realized a big mistake I was making marrying Sally, and now you just tell me to fucking forget it all, like if this never fucking happened?"

"Yes, it's for the best, go back to your fiancée, and be happy, that's what I wish for you" she said as she wiped away some tears

"I swear, I don't fucking understand what's going on on your fucking mind, I just don't.."

"I'm sticking with Howie, I'm sure he'll make me happy" she said moving her face away not wanting to look into his eyes.

"Are you for real?"

"Yeah, now please leave, please..."

"Fine, don't you ever look at me again, EVER!" he said as he hit the door behind, and Trish just stood there in her office, crying, it had hurt so bad, but it was for the best, or so she thought.