Trish narrating

It has been exactly 12 days since Linda and Nick's wedding, seems like they are still on honey moon in fucking Thailand, wherever that is.... She finally called me yesterday, for like 5 minutes, seems like she had her hands fall (I refuse to try to wonder what the hell did that mean), she told me that they're coming back tomorrow, they better or they'll ruin my wedding.

My mom, granny and Maria and Drina arrived 2 days ago, I thought it would be nice to have some friends here, Drina went yesterday to try her dress on and it looks perfect. Leighanne and Kristin loved their dresses and we've been spending a lot of time together, it scares the shit out of me, you know, the way things have been lately, me having chick's chats with the backstreet wives, how wild is that?

I've been trying my dress on a couple of times lately, you wanna know a secret? I fell terrible on it, every time I try it like everyone just saying, "aw you look so beautiful Trish" but I just fell so bad, it's like the dress isn't meant to me at all.

AJ.... It is impossible for us not to meet, I try my best to avoid going to places where I know he is but it's hopeless, we keep on running into each other, and that only makes things harder.
 
 

"Trish, are you ready?" Maria called

"Yeah I'll be down in a minute"

"Don't take too long, that gorgeous soon to be husband of yours is waiting"

"And this comes from a person who thought they were all gay"

"A girl can change her mind can't she?"

"Yeah.... tell me about it"

Trish closed her diary and followed her friend downstairs.

"You ready sweetie?"  Howie asked as he took her hand

"yeah, what have you been talking about?"

"I didn't knew your grandma was part spanish, we've just been chatting around, she's one great lady"

"I know she is" she said as she went by her and kissed her forehead

"what was that for?"

"For being my favourite granny on the all world" Trish said as she hugged the woman

"No wonder I'm your favourite, I'm your only one" the old lady said making everybody laugh

"Well, girls... ladies... let's get going" Howie said smiling as he opened the door

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"Linda" Nick called while they were there on the room, holding on to each other and looking at the sea by a big window

"yes my dear" she answered as she looked up and gave him a little kiss

"can't we stay like this forever? Just in each other's arms, with this wonderful sun, no fans, no backstreet boys, besides myself of course..."

"Of course"

"no parents... no TRISH!!!"  Linda hit him in the chest

"Stop it, I know you two love each other, you just too stubborn to admit it"

"huh? Man, the sun burned your brains or what?"

"The sun? we've spent most of the times here on this bed"

"Fine bed indeed don't you think wify?"

"Wify??? ha ha ha"

"My little wife, my mrs, .... look and there comes Nick Carter, isn't he looking fine tonight? holding on to the now Mrs Linda Carter" Nick said doing a strange voice, pretending he was a reporter making Linda crack up

"ha ha... ha ha.. you killing me" she said trying to breath

"Don't panic, I'll do.... mouth to mouth" he said kissing her first slowly and then deepened the kiss, making Linda moan a little

"Are you sure you wanna leave tomorrow?" he asked when they kissed apart

"Damn, don't make it harder than it already is"

"Ok, so, I'll just do my best with the time we have, what you think Mrs?"

"Shut up and kiss me" she said as he laughed a little and then took her on his arms.

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"I'll pick you girls up in a couple of hours ok? have fun shopping"

"Ok, thanks Howie" Trish said as she gave him a little kiss as he drove away.

They walked across the street and got inside Pierre's store.

"Aw here's the lovely bride, nervous?" he asked

"Well, not really"

"What? You should be, you're the bride, you should be nervous by now"

"But I'm not, what do you want me to do?"

"Rien, rien de rien mademoiselle"

"Fine" she shouted back

"Let's try the dress one more time will u?"

"Ok, fine by me" she said as the rest of the women just stood there wondering what the hell was that all about.

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"Heya D. How's it going?" Kev asked as Howie opened the door

"I'm ok, but come on in"

Kevin entered the house and sat by the couch.

"Kristin went shopping with Leigh, so I thought i could pay you a visit, see how you're going"

"I've been doing fine, just yah know a little anxious"

"And Trish?"

"She's ok. " he said as he got up "But do you want a drink or something?"

"yeah, a coke would be nice"

"Right away"

Kevin watched Howie as he opened the little fridge and took a coke out, he had a strange shadow of sadness hanging over him.

"You sure you're ok?" he asked as Howie handed him the coke

"Yeah, of course, I'm getting married in 3 days, what's the reason not to be happy?" he said trying to smile as he took a sip of his own coke

"You love her?"

"I do"

"And she loves you?" Kevin asked as Howie looked down  "D. I made you a question, does she love you"

"... well, in her own way, but..."

"In her own way? That's fucking stupid!"

"She has been through a lot, and I know she cares for me, she does... honestly, and love will grow with time"

"D. look at me, friendship grows with time, love, you just feel it or you don't, there's no middle terms..."

"So what the hell am I suppose to do?"

"I know, she's pregnant with your kid and all, and you feel responsible but, marriage is a commitment for life"

"Yeah.. the kid..."

"She is expecting your kid, isn't she?... Look at me and tell me this kid is yours!"

"Damn, it isn't, there I said it... it isn't but she told me it was over with the father and that..."

"Oh shit! and you bought it? That's the oldest scheme on history"

"No, Kevin, it's nothing like that, it was me, I asked her to marry me.. and I know at first she said herself this wasn't going to work, but, man.. damn... I like her so much"

"Damn...."

"And I was ready to do whatever it would take for this to work, but now.. I just dunno..."

"Having second thoughts?"

"no, it's just... I don't think it's fair.... not for me... not for her"

"You're right, this is just not right"