It's still here
I hate it this way
Nobody knows
The game I play
The battle I lose
When I get confused
The battle I never win
It makes my head spin
I'm hoping that somebody like you
Realized that the battle is not through
I have not won, I have not lost
But I'm sure in the hell paying cost
Will I win, or will I lose
Who else can I confuse
Self-esteem is the key to winning
In that case I am back at the very beginning
Please let it go away
And let my life be on its way