Who Am I?

Who Am I? I've asked myself this more than one time, never getting a satisfactory answer, never getting one complete answer. I am the Silent one. I am that shadowy figure in the corner of the room, the one furthest away from life, who watches you. I know more about you than you do. I've seen you take your first step into kindergarten, up until now. I remember nearly everything you've done. I am The Watcher.

I am the angry one. The one who strikes within the night, as venomous as a cobra. My touch can kill, be it mentally or physically. I am the tigress.

I am the actress, the writer, and the comedian. I act, I sing, I write. I can be quite funny when I want to. I am the performer.

I have a love, whom I wish never to let go of. He is the sweetest person I know, and the one whom I cannot put into words how much he means about me. Should anything happen to him, I'd die. Sidney, I love you.

I am the child, who's innocence is a wonder it's still survived. I am pure, naieve. I go about in a happy, oblivious, ignorant state. I am the maiden.

I know and see beyond what I'm supposed to. I know more than I should. It hurts, and feels as if my innocence and childhood has been robbed from me.I am the mature one.

I am the one who masterminds the plots. I am the one who lashes out easily. I am the one who is afraid of herself, and nothing else. I live in the insane asylum. I am the prisoner of my own soul.

I am the one who is sensitive, fragile, I could break at any moment, and begin to cry. I am easily upset. I cannot control my emotions, yet I cannot even understand them. I am the Emotionally unsound.

I am the crazy one, the one you call a "Freako Bitch". I walk through the halls, bombarded with your insults, your comments. I put up with it daily with no thought otherwise. I have all of three friends in the town, 2 of which can't help me at the time. I live in agony, yet I like it that way. Confusion reigns supreme. I am the tormented.

I am all of these and more. Too many to explain, too many to recite. I am everything, all of your nightmares rolled into one. I scream with agony from every pore of my body. Daily I die, and daily I am awakened again, to see those whom I consider family, friends, and closer. In the eyes of those around me, I am insane. Those who know me would beg to differ. I don't even know. I have no totality. I have no one phrase to describe me. I just AM. Is that not enough?

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