Past is Past is Past

If you want to know your past, look into your present conditions. If you want to know your future, look into your present actions.
--Buddhist Saying

Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.
--Unknown

I have a very mixed past, a wonderful past, a tragic past, a past which is dead and a past which lives on everyday in my memory.

My past is filled with dancing, cabbage patch dolls, taxis, bbq's, first kisses, parties, getting drunk, driving drunk, having sex, getting high, getting low, making friends, making enemies, losing weight, gaining weight, having a child, getting bad haircuts, piercing myself, getting tattoos, riding motorbikes, horses, farming equipment, being bashed, being loved, being yelled at, being whispered to, driving a limosuine to primary school, eating way to much junk food, not eating enough junk food, beatinng people up, putting holes in walls, yelling at my mum, yelling at my girl, singing bad karaoke, foam parties, night clubs, throwing rocks at boys i hated, "rackin" stuff from the old glen, being arrested twice, taken to court more than that, being in love, hating myself, loving myself, hating everyone, loving everyone, getting sick, getting well again, working, not working, dropping out, dropping back in again. Buying zooper doopers for the kids, making friends, realising who my friends are.

I wouldnt change a thing in my past..Its made me who I am today!

And I know thats enough