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SHELF IN THE ROOMThe key is so distant I've opened doors Know when to listen know what to listen for The shelf in the room has been the way of holding me and letting me stay Kick me out let me go I don't belong here no more A releasing sense of getting tired Hold myself I can't hold myself The shelf in the room has been so true I can hide in the shelf in the room Holding out never hold in holding out never hold Know when to listen Know what to listen for Believe in resistance don't let them tell you anymore Is there anyway to get away Ask myself while I stay inside The key is so distant I've closed my doors The shelf in the room is rain waiting to pour
Since I know how low to go I won't let it show Won't you touch me I won't let it go Yes, I've finally found a reason Don't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse You're always talking back to me You won't let it be Won't you touch me It never bothered you before Now I stand and I peel for more Won't you touch me I won't let it go I've got this time on my hands
I'm the one receiving the pain from you You would make these lies I would take them true You're self existing no chance of listening Close your eyes I will help you pray Listen to God and tell me what he said and what he says I'm the one receiving the pain from you Break me down so shove me in a shoe You put it on and walk on me all day Me it wouldn't surprise It's something you would do I watch you I am the ground and the dirt walk on me Face of the Earth
You are plain insane inside you live Tonight afraid the pain will give Don't you want to feel Death has done your part You chose not to feel You've won a lonely heart The devil opens his eyes He breathes right into your face If you like the smell You'll really like this place Are you ready to shake Don't be afraid of the snake The will to negotiate You are you get used to it open The same don't appeal but it will you are you Live to live to die inside you will Anticipate solitude Follow me back home No other place to go No need to smile or get stoned you'll always be alone your body stripped down to the bone No breath to scream out or moan No freedom nowhere to run Solitude
I know a town where people are running Away from life it seems very funny They think they are smart don't doubt what they say Scared of a change existing only To bring me down Thought less in heart desperate in honesty Failed from the start wasted and suffering Supply them their drugs just don't take them away Scared of a change existing only To bring me down I don't feel like I should even worry about you But I take the time and you push me away I don't care too much no more I always seem to waste my breath Go my own way
Taken by surprise by the size of my brain Knowing all the time all the lies all the games Thinking up a storm when it storms it's going to rain Taking what's mine all the time all the time Take some for yourself It's all good for something And when there's no more to give The window will shine in the light On what's left for me Know in your mind that you've got to remember your name Staggering around can't find a place to sit down Nothing suits my ass Toast to some champaigne of pain I know you can bring us all a bottle Remember the time when time was a friend And you could make him lend you a hand Now there's a place where taking takes place And time just gets in your way
Watch the time wait for me patience is reality I don't know how it feels no, I can't see with your foot in my face I don't know how it feels I can't decide No, I can't see with your nose in my business Your ass in my space Your life as my problem Your foot in my face I won't I can't I'm lost I'm a freak Trust my lie and you will die I can't succeed Now I can't fail I don't know how it feels I can't decide Searching for things I can't see Mountains in front of me No nothing will conquer my existence Fear will not discover my brain I'm a freak Your foot in my face
I feel alone even with myself but does it better me I'd like to tell you how I'm seeing now but ruins everything You try to judge me now tomorrow's okay You try to tell me now how I should feel I don't feel like I should be here I feel alone even with myself Do you know what I mean I can't explain those things that seem to repel me They ruin everything Your fears are working now but I don't complain I'm working hard to listen and that's okay Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me I hate to tell you but you're in my way I hate when someone tries to push me away Don't you know you can't be afraid of me Giving away all I'm feeling now Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain Sounds like complaining but it's hard to refrain Don't you know you can't be afraid of me Giving away all I'm feeling now
I can see the orange sky in front of me I can see things you'll never see People say it's all a dream But I can say words you couldn't speak Is it me can you believe You'll never live the world I live Is it me It is only me I can only live a world to live Break away from you shattered beliefs Detaching from my body desperate in grief I have changed the world in front of me One against all I'm starving this world Is it me do you want me You think you can have me Say you love me you want me I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to breathe I'm not afraid to live I'm not afraid to die I can only give what I see inside You can only take what I give of me You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose Subjected to you mother of nature limited to the color of your eyes Drained by the one you call your lover She don't care if you live or die Well I don't have a problem I evolved Sometimes there's always problems I stand above
Some of us play life like a board game It's new fun and you play it with people There's a time you get tired and you put it away Then one day you get it out and the pieces are broken Self disipline I want to feel before you Take it slow feel before you That's where I stand Where I stand Some of us live life like we didn't know it exists Care Got to care or it fades away Then one day you come to life and living is over I just want
All I see is all to see Stubborn mind in front of me If you want I'll go away I'll be here some other day How do you know you And I don't feel you now And I don't see you now And I don't hear you now And I don't know you now How do you know you yes, I've kept the news from you yes it's all in your mind All I see is all to see Nothing talking over me How do you know you
It seems so slow to me Watching them drop like fleas Got to run Got to get over this I've faced me death I've drowned in piss Is it okay if I invade you Place myself before you Even though you think you're so much better than me I'll break this I'll take this If you I'll ache this fall through I'll break this There is no peace to bring Pain is the only thing That's holding on and won't let go And can take over you and won't let you know Is it okay if I rape you Make something else something out of you Even though you think I might just set you free I feel you I see you I know you I watch you everyday I crave you I've done you I've thrown you away Alone too much to hide
