All I Want
all I want is a mirror
so I can see this so called brighter day
I'm watching all the world crawl back again
watching how it blows itself away
that's all I want
that's all I want
all I want is destruction
wanna see it crumble beneath my toes
smell the way my sore eyes burn away
that's all I can have today
that's all I want
that's all I want
all you want is to be me
so you can screw me up and don't give a damn
('cos I'm a) crazy little daisy to vile to breathe
i'm everything you want today
that's all I want
that's all I want
that's all I want
that's all I want

She's My Heroine
I can't weep... only cry
I can move, I deny
see my smile, eat, eat, eat
feed you, so damn sweet
she's calling
she's my heroine
she's my heroine
fingers going down, down
she's my heroine
you're too weird
creep, creep, creep
smiley faces so discrete
lover evil eyes
I can't sleep for her lies
she's calling, she's crawling
smashed you in the face
up against the wall
(there's) no one I can call
she's my heroine

Infidelity
lost infidelity
we never said a word
so black and white you see
it's all the lies we've heard
in my mind nothing makes sense
I'm nothing you can't have
cracked up to disagree
that's all we've ever had
you
only you
only you
can't be the one
you
only you
only you
can't be the one
your secret smile so quaint
in memories foretold
laughing so viciously
your conscience has been sold
in my face there's no more joy
I'm all I should be
cracked infidelity
is all you are to me
we don't talk anymore
we don't care anymore

Hedonism
I hope you're feeling happy now
I see you feel no pain at all it seems
I wonder what you're doin' now
I wonder if you think of me at all
do you still play the same moves now
or are those special moods for someone else
I hope you're feeling happy now
just because you feel good
doesn't make you right
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight
does laughter still discover you
I see through all the smiles that look so right
do you still have the same friends now
to smoke away your problems and your life
how do you remember me
the one that made you laugh until you cried
I hope you're feeling happy now
just because you feel good
doesn't make you right
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight
I wonder what you're doing now
I hope you're feeling happy now
I hope you're feeling happy now

Twisted
I cried on my blood day
there was nothing that I could hold on to
just a line could have helped
remind me of you... of you
I screamed 'till the blood came
I was living in a cloud of hope
lover's kiss
then they make a wish to the end
they pretend
everyday hurts a little more
everyday hurts a little more
and I'll do anything
yes I'll do anything
to belong
to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong
everyday hurts a little more
everyday hurts a little more
and I'll do anything
yes I'll do anything
to belong
to be strong
to say there's nothing wrong
everyday hurts
I cried in the sunlight
would I fake all the times I loved you
just to play in a game of twisted with you
with you
I need to believe you
sacrificed all the lies we made up
how we kissed
then we made our wish to the end
to the end
time made me confide in you
so contrived were the words you sold me
now nothing can swallow
the feeling so shallow inside

We Love Your Apathy
the sweeter the taste I love it
eaten your gutted spine
all of your thoughts I have them
spitting them out, sublime
(cos) I am the god of power
political to the core
governments roll their heads out
the beast always wants some more
I love it
he loves it
we love your apathy
we crush your
lame spirit
we love your apathy
love-er-ly
I have the information
(that) keeps you from knowing me
I abuse you as you watch me
and you always vote me in
the poorer you are the better
that gives me more control
c'os I am the brute that hates you
(and I'm) loving it to the bone
why don't you wait 'till you bleed
why don't you wait for the clause
and I will watch you
I'll wait for you
I'll wait, I'll wait for you

Brazen
I called you brazen
called you whore right to your face
and watched you silently
and publicly disgraced
I didn't notice
when you strengthened like a vice
that you were trembling
and burned beneath the ice
why don't you weep
when I hurt you
why don't you weep
when I cut you
you don't bleed
and the anger builds up inside
you said a prayer
and I betrayed you with a kiss
I never realized that all had come to this
so keep your dignity
don't throw it all to waste
stronger feelings than you've ever learned to face

Pickin On Me
I saw a weird boy
he looked at me with a look of pure hate
nobody knew all the grief where he'd been
he was a sad case
he was a victim of a dirty good time
feely games in the back of his boarded up estate
soon enough he's pickin' on me
kicked my head in
'cos that's all that he'd seen
soon enough he's pickin' on me
pickin' on me
I told my teacher
she looked at me so indifferently
her whole night was spent marking paper red tape
so I had to learn to fight
shoved her sister
'cos I had no respect
so here's the start of another war
you against me
soon enough he's pickin' on me
kicked my head in
'cos that's all that he'd seen
soon enough he's pickin' on me
pickin' on me

Milk Is My Sugar
milk is my sugar
sweet groveling
thy shall convert me
my favorite sin
meat makes it snappy
snap back and thigh
good work for pellow
i'm so alive
milk is my sugar
it makes me happy
milk is my sugar
sweet sweet sweet sweet
watch me be naughty
so cruel for fun
slick in the picture
wait for the one
not for your finger
(no) ride too kind
milk is my sugar
Nevermind

Glorious Pop Song
how can your face be so angry
when all you're doing is looking at me
(you) chastise me for my behavior
it's gonna last too long
and what am I now but your reaction
I'm all those memories you tried to steal
this war will never be over
gonna last too long
you're still a fucker
you're still a fucker
you're still a fucker
to me
(you know) Lucifer cried when you looked at me
and the heavens rained down on your acid face
what is left now that it's over
shouldn't last too long
but it's all the same
it is all the same
what a life
but it's all the same
it is all the same
what a life
and I believe I belong nowhere
maybe there are winners
(but I'm) always used
everythings hard to discover
when it lasts too long