I'm not really sure where to begin in this section...i just know that i'll probably always be adding to it. Quite a few people have influenced my life and have been there for me when i've been down and feeling lower than shit. And there are quite a few people out there who have just been total assholes with some kind of fucking grudge against me. But this section is for friends not assholes.



Linden....well...we've been together for 10 months now...its hard to imagine 2 people being together online for that amount of time and staying so completely in love...we've had our ups and downs...our arguments and hell...we've even sorta broken up once...LOL...i say sorta cause us breaking up is an implausability...the things we've shared with each other...from our childhood memories to our worst fears...the times we've cried together and been there for each other...even the times when you've put up with my unfounded jealousy...i just want you to know exactly how much you mean to me and exactly what our relationship over the past months has meant to me...i love you...and i love every milisecond we've spent together...we may no longer go to 'the saloon' but we have our place together and our time together which i would never change...there are some out there that would and do place blame on me for us leaving 'our' place in the world of beseen chat but we know the truth...and irregardless of where we are...whether it be TOGETHER in person...holding each other, kissing each other and making love or a computer based role playing game set in a past time and place to a chat room...we love each other and we will always be together in our hearts...i love you and i will always love you...you are my lover, my confidant, the closest friend i have in the world...and im sorry for repeating myself...but i love you and i need to thank you for being here and putting up with my bullshit...i can't ever repay you...we're at a crucial juncture in our lives together...For anyone that is interested in learning more about this warm and loving woman please visit Warm Southern Hugs. I assure that taking the time to visit her page will put a smile on your face.


Christine....you're one of my best friends...someone i know i can always count on...someone that will always give me a shoulder...someone that will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart...one of the very few that know me, that love me...I feel so close to you...we know each other so well...it amazes me sometimes just how well. There is nothing in this world that compares to our friendship...nothing in this world that would EVER make me stop loving you. I'm always here for you. And i'll always be your friend. Be happy...if anyone deserves it...YOU DO.


BloodyValentine....we have met in person also...looked into each other's eyes, held each other, talked, shared our secrets, been there for each other. We had something special...i hope we still do...the week we spent together meant alot to me.


Emma...I think we've known each other longer than i've known anyone online...we probably would've met by now if you didn't live in Australia...thank you for always being here for me and supporting me.


Ras....we've known each other for a damned long time...at least as long as i've known Christine...hell, we've even met in person...and i wholeheartedly apologise for just now including you on this page...i want to say thank you for being there and helping me with all that bullshit Sam caused in my life...if it weren't for you and Christine i would've went nuts back then in 'e' room. we have a mutual best friend that either one of us would die for...you're with her everyday...i'm not...keep her out of trouble...and convince her she deserves to be happy.


Joana....I miss you...we used to be so close...talking almost everyday. I think it's been close to 4 months since the last we spoke...you were always here for me, supporting me, helping me...listening to my problems, my constant bitching...being a friend.


CrimsonLipps....another close friend that has taken the time to get to know me. You're a great woman that can cheer anyone up. You are a very funny person that definately knows how to have fun with life...i think i could take a lesson from you. I highly recommend visiting her home page to learn more about this intricate and caring woman.


The Oral Avenger...you've helped me alot my friend...especially when it comes to affairs of the heart. You've taught me to be happy...to do things that make me happy...not hurt me.


Dragon.Grrl....another great conversationalist...you and i share so much in common and think so much alike that it's kind of scary...i wish we could spend more time together. You deserve all the credit for introducing me to M.C. Escher. To learn more about Sara go to her home page. I'ts a really good personal page with her favorite links but the best part is the story at the beginning about loss...it's so deep. It's a loss we've all had or will have.


Twistah....it seems we share alot in common...from our love of literature and art to our view of drug legalization...i hope that as time goes by we only become closer and better friends. Check out this New Yawkah's page to learn about some of her thoughts...be sure to take a look at the Twistahed links.


Pipper....i think you're the only person i ever really enjoyed talking to from TalkCity...we used to talk all the time...tell each other our life problems...you trying to help me with Christine...listening to my sob stories and my bitching...i was always there for you too...although never as much as i wish i could've been...i'm hoping we don't lose touch again...i missed having you in my life


JusticeLove....you are definately someone i can count on to kill the boredom...We have pretty much the same ideas when it comes to that subject. You always have a way of cheering me up when i'm down...you're a good friend.


Silly2....we haven't known each other very long but i like what i've learned so far...and only hope to learn more...the closer we get and the more i learn about you...the more i love what i see...i hope to keep learning...you're a very special girl...you mean a lot to me...you're one of the most important people in my life...plus we both share a love of piercings...i think you finally have me convinced to get my tongue done...i just have to know if it is true...


Blitzchic18....We don't get to talk as often now...since you've gotten yourself into trouble at school...but i still enjoy what time we do talk. And, yes i'll email you.


Lashine....we don't know each other very well yet...but after reading your home page i would like to get inside your mind. We share a love of poetry and life. Over the past weeks we've gotten to know each other quite well...i love every minute we spend together. You're a special woman and a VERY talented poet.


Izlight....we've only spoken on occasion and haven't yet really gotten to know each other...but i definately would love to...you are such a deep and intense person...who also knows how to have a good time. Your home page is a good start to getting to know you...it's damn good. Seeing yours inspired me to do mine.


Fluffnstuff.... we really don't know each other that well yet...you seem to be a loving and caring woman...we've both been through the hurt of meeting somone from online and it not going the way it was supposed to...we share a love of poetry...i highly suggest checking out fluff's home page for anyone that wants to learn about this beautiful woman.



I'm pretty sure that there are more...but these are the ones right off the top of my head...if i missed you...please don't take it personally...i'm sure i'll add you in due time.


I OWE A THANK YOU TO EVERYONE LISTED ON THIS PAGE





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