As I keep on walking down this road

Maybe there'll be happiness I'll find

But it is a fucking heavy load

That keeps on clinging to my mind

As I keep on going with the flow

There's something that you should damn well know

I'm not exactly as I used to be

I don't even know if I am me

As I keep on looking at the mirror

I just keep wondering in fear

Why the fuck am I even here?

And when will death be coming near?

In this world of hate I keep on going

As the clever fate is ever knowing

I have lost myself, life's gone too fast

Now I try to forget my dreadful past

For I'm still stuck with things that didn't last.