I am now pleasant that you're no longer here
You can't hurt me now so don't come near
You were the beast that taught me my fear
You've broken me up, you've drove me insane
You've given me heartache and burning pain
You've left me to drown in pouring rain
You've criticized everything I've ever done
You crushed every chance of my childhood fun
Yet in my own way I have won
Mother, why did you try to control me?
I'm not under your grasp, I'm now free
Although I'm gone you won't let me be
You wonder why I wouldn't live with you
The answer was obvious I thought you knew
You frighten me, you know that's true
He was smart when he got away
You hurt him worse more than words can say
My life took an upbeat on that day
When you two divorced you seemed more frigid
I couldn't help no matter what I did
So form your presence I went and hid
Maybe one day it will all change
Maybe one day it won't be so strange
Maybe one day I'll be in your range