How dare the sky turn blue today

I need to see it black and gray

Fitting perfect with how I feel

Something I must still conceal

I feel broken almost insane

How I wish that it would rain

In the rain there is no pain

Freeing me from all my shame

Colors only distract attention

From the reality of pure intention

To the darkness I shall flee

Inside the arms of misery

When the clouds cover the sky

I will feel an incredible high

I wish that it could always be

A blackened sky for me to see.