drmwevr's 1999 journal archives

Welcome to drmwevr's 1999 journal archives. There will be more added as time allows.

Sunday October 3, 1999 9:10 p.m.

40 mins. That's all that seperates us. Getting you here wasn't easy. I'm glad that it's all working out. I'm so nervous. What should I expect besides a very tired Man? I'm sitting here 30 mins from being temporarily unaccounted for(T.U.F.) and I don't even care at this point. I will be back on center in the morning signed in and facing the music for my actions. I know I'll have all weekend to spend with you while you're not working, so I'm not concerned. 25 mins....I hope you're early! I'm somewhat tired running all day long. I know you won't be running too quick. However, after a shower and a good nights sleep you should be fine.

Thursday, October 7, 1999 10:40 p.m.

Everything is going great. I can't believe it was so much fun fighting you for that chocolate. I really wanted it but i know it's not in my best interest to eat it all in one setting.
I can't go with you to catch a flick today Master, unless we do it later in the evening. I have to talk to my counselor about an exit date on October 15th. I have to go looking for a two bedroom, two bath apartment. I talked to Laura and she seemed rather interested in meeting with us on Saturday. I told her I would give her a call and leave a time to meet us somewhere on Saturday. Luara would make an excellent roommate. She doesn't mind the thought of me running around the house nude. I fyou work full-time and both of us work part-time, we should be able to live comfortably. With Laura we will need to bathrooms, trust me! Laura wants to go to school too. it would work out good. What do you think Master? Do you think it will work?

Sunday, October 10, 1999

Master-
This weekend was great. We signed O/our contract and enjoyed each others company all weekend long. Having Laura along was great fun too, the more the merrier. I opened my window back up, smells like fall out there.
The reason I keep saying something about the collar is i want a collar that i can wear all the time I'm in the house, sleep in and not be uncomfortable in. I feel ashamed when i wake up in the morning and the collar is on the nightstand when it should be on my neck.
I need to have a collar, I don't know why but it burns to the depth of my soul. When I take off that collar, it almost feels wrong.
Wearing your collar, Master, stirs feelings deep within. Feelings of servitude, powerful possession of what is yours. I close me eyes and see a little heart lock nestled amongst my curly hair. I don't like the clasp on my collar. I feel that I need the locking collar, the one that cannot be removed without a key. I need to go to sleep. I think the floor is calmed enough now. They don't have classes tomorrow.

your submissive for now and forever,
rachel

P.S. How does Bearz_poohbear sound? *grins*