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It all began back in February 1999. I went into chat.yahoo.com under the screenname of ClassAct911. I went in there to chat and found this out about this lifestyle called, BDSM.

i started learning about the lifestyle via the internet and i found this site called www.alt.com Here i found a whole world of friends and i was still "collared" to a guy that i introduced into the lifestyle. i found out just how good a Dom he was when he took off with another submissive for 3 days!

I started talking to the people in this room called, "Master and slave" i was so alone at first, then this Dominant named "Oengus" started talking to me. The reason for Him talking to me was very simple. When I first started talking in the room i was under the name "GTs_drmwevr-C" Then He noticed one day that i arrived under the name "drmwevr911-F" The "C" stands for couple and the "F" stands for female. He started talking to me because He knew i needed someone to talk to. Soon i found myself engrossed in this Man. He was making parts of me change for the good. He even became a guardian over me and sought out to collar me secretly to my pleasure.

In May 1999, W/we met online for the very first time, He started talking to me about my situation. He listened as i "talked" and He comforted me when there were tears streaming down my face. He was in Richland, WA and i in Cleveland, OH. Impossible feat? Nah. In Aug 1999, Oengus sent me forty dollars to go to Madison, WI to visit my boyfriend. I was honest with my boyfriend also and told him of my need for the Dominance being in my life. My boyfriend couldn't handle being Dominant over me, so i had to find someone who would be. I found that One, for me, and for me ALWAYS......

This is Oengus_Macanluain this one's Master(it's over a year old now)

Oengus and i chatted online every day while i was in Madison, WI with my boyfriend. My boyfriend was online doing his thing. I was one maybe two computer terminals away from my boyfriend on the monumental day of August 25, 1999 Here i am i'm talking to Oengus, i can remember it as if it were yesterday. He reached into His black bag and pulled out the virtual collar i was to wear. i just knew that is what was in the bag before He removed it. i was in shock and in tears that day in Madison, WI. On August 29, 1999 i headed back to Cleveland, OH and before i got on the bus, i explained to my boyfriend what the necklace i purchased from that street vendor on that weekend meant. "I'm collared Shawn, to Him, " I remember saying. He said it's okay and kissed me before putting me on the bus to go back home.

This was Me in July of 1999 (Posin' that brattie subbie pose!)

In September 1999, Master and i started to become very close and fall in love online. I know alot of people don't believe that it can happen, however, one must always remember that there is more to a person than the outer appearance and both of us value the fact that we love each other for the right reasons.