The door opened, and Jessica
jumped.
“Oh my God Katie, you scared
me.”
“Sorry…what’s going on? Where is everyone?” Katie asked noticing that Jessica was by
herself.
“Actually, I have no idea where the
guys are, but I figured if I stayed right here, I’d have the best chance at
finding everyone.”
“Yeah.”
“But anyway, where they are
isn’t as important right now.”
“What do you mean? Isn’t as important as what?”
“Justin squeezed my hand.”
“When?”
“Just before you came in.”
Katie looked at her silently.
“I’m being dead serious. I was sitting in here and I felt him squeeze
my hand. Obviously it wasn’t a huge
movement, but it was something.”
“You’re positive? You didn’t mistake it for something else?”
“Yes I’m positive. He squeezed my hand, I know it. How could I mistake it for anything?” Jessica said agitated.
“I don’t know.”
“Should I go find Kat or a nurse
or something and tell them? I mean,
maybe he’s waking up.”
The door opened again.
Chris, Lance, JC, and Joey
walked in.
“Hi girls.” Lance said.
“Hi.”
“Have you been sitting here by
yourselves for long?” JC asked.
“Well, I just got here, but Jess
has been here a while.” Katie
explained.
“Sorry that you had to sit here
alone.” He said turning to Jessica.
“Oh, it’s not a big deal.” She said.
“Where were you guys anyway?”
“We were visiting a girl in
another room.” JC explained. “Her mother was really upset and she asked
if we would go see her, so we did.”
“That was sweet of you
guys.” Katie said.
“Why, did you girls miss
us?” Chris asked, trying to break the
serious mood.
“No…don’t give yourself so much
credit.” Jessica couldn’t keep a
straight face, she laughed. “I’m just
kidding.” Her tone of voice changed. “But something did happen while you were
gone.”
“What?” Joey asked out of curiosity.
“Justin squeezed my hand.”
“He did?” How long ago was this?” Chris asked, regaining the seriousness in
his voice.
“Like five minutes ago.” She continued. “I know it sounds silly, but I was talking to him, then I grabbed
his hand, and he squeezed it back.”
No one said anything.
“I don’t want to get everyone’s
hopes up, but it was some kind of movement.
Maybe he’s coming around.”
“Let’s hope so.” Lance said.
The room fell silent for a
moment.
Then JC spoke up.
“Katie, I know you just got
here, but the rest of us have been here a while, maybe we all need a break.”
“Justin might be waking up and
you want to leave?” Jessica asked.
“We don’t know for a fact that
he’s waking up. And you said for
yourself, we can’t get our hopes up and then make ourselves miserable if he
doesn’t wake up right away.” He said. “And maybe it was just a twitch, it might
not have been him actually squeezing your hand, you know?”
“Well that’s what it felt like,
it didn’t seem like just a twitch.”
“I know, I’m not saying I’m
doubting you, after all you were the one that was here with him.” JC explained. “It’s just we’ve all been here a while, we need a little break. If we think Justin’s gonna wake up, and he
doesn’t wake up soon, we’re going to make ourselves miserable all day.”
“I guess you’re right.”
The room went quiet again.
“Ok, so where do we all want to
go?” Lance asked breaking the silence.
“Why don’t we just go grab
something to eat, that won’t take a long time.” Chris suggested.
“Yeah, I’m kinda hungry.” Joey agreed.
“Me too.” JC said.
He turned to the girls. “Is that
OK with you two?”
“Sure.” Katie said.
“Fine with me.” Jessica said.
“Alright, we’ll decide what
place we’re going to once we’re on the bus.”
JC said.
“Everyone started heading toward
the door.
Jessica turned around and looked
at Justin.
‘Did that really happen?’ She thought to herself. ‘Or was I imagining it…I hope it’s not just
in my head…he needs to get through this…the guys…”
“You coming?” Katie asked interrupting her thoughts.
“Yeah.”
They walked out of the room, and
Jessica closed the door behind her.
They followed the guys outside
to the tour bus.
Everyone sat down in the back,
except JC, who was up front talking to their driver about where they were
going. Once they got everything figured
out, he walked to the back to find everyone sitting quietly.
Chris was pensive. He realized he was sitting in the same spot he
had been sitting the day they found out about Justin’s accident. His mind wandered.
“Where is Justin’s family?” He blurted out.
“What makes you ask that?” Lance questioned.
“Well I was thinking, and I
haven’t seen them all day. They’ve been
in that room just about everyday since they got here.” He explained. “Especially his mom, she’s always been there.”
“You know, I haven’t talked to
anyone today, so I’m not sure.” JC
said. “But maybe they felt like us, and they had to get out a little, you know?”
“Yeah.”
After a short while they arrived
at a little informal restaurant.
“Way to pick the quality
restaurants JC. This place is a hole in
the wall.” Chris said.
“Don’t blame me. He picked it.” JC said pointing to the front of the bus at the driver. “He ate here the other night and said it was
not busy, but very good.”
“Ok, ok…I won’t blame you. But if it sucks, he’s done for.” Chris said half laughing.
Everyone walked inside and got
seated by the hostess.
A young waitress walked over to
the table. She was about 19, and a
little on the taller side. She had
brown hair that was tied back from her face, and she peered at the table with
her crystal blue eyes.
She recognized them right away,
but acted like herself.
“Hi, my name is Alisa and I’ll
be your waitress tonight.”
They ordered their drinks and
she brought them out shortly after.
“Are you ready to order?” She asked.
“Yeah.” Lance said for everyone.
“But wait, we’re gonna need
separate checks.” Jessica said.
“No we won’t.” JC said to the waitress. He then turned to the girls. “We brought you here, we’re paying.”
Jessica opened her mouth to
talk.
“Shh, don’t talk. We’re paying, end of story.”
They ordered and sat talking
while they waited for their food.
“So what’s new with you
two?” Lance asked Jessica and Katie.
“Not much really. I mean, there’s school, gymnastics, work,
and just relaxing in my spare time…which I don’t have much of.”
“What about you?” He asked Katie.
“Same, school and going to
gymnastics when I can. I don’t work
though.”
“You don’t?” JC asked.
“Nope, my dad won’t let me. He says I’m too busy and that I will have
too much stress if I work.”
“That’s cool then, you don’t
have to worry about it. I mean, people
your age shouldn’t have to work anyway, you’ve got the rest of your life to
work.”
“Yep.”
“Jess, where do you work?” Lance asked.
“I work at Dairy Queen, actually. It’s easy, I know a lot of people there, I
only have to work one day a week, and I get paid well.”
“You work at DQ?
Can you hook us up with some free ice cream?” Chris asked.
“Umm…probably not.
They might murder me if I hand out free stuff. But maybe if I tell them it’s for someone famous, they’ll let it
slide.”
“They better let it slide. I could buy that place from them if I wanted.” Chris said smiling.
“Do your parents make you work?” Lance asked.
“Well, my mom suggested I get a job. But, I got one so I can help them out a
bit.”
“So, do you pay for your car or
insurance or what?” Joey asked.
Katie laughed.
“What’s so funny?” Lance questioned.
“She doesn’t pay for any of
that. Her parents bought her car, pay
for her insurance, pay for gymnastics, pay for her cell phone…she’s spoiled!”
“Everyone’s a little
spoiled.” Jessica said.
“Yeah, but that’s not a little.”
“Oh whatever, your parents pay
for your stuff too.”
The guys laughed at how the
girls were totally oblivious of the fact that everyone was listening to them.
“Yeah, but I don’t have a job,
you do!”
“And I use my money to put gas
in my car and to pay for stuff when I go out, so my parents don’t have to. It still saves them money.”
The girls laughed at
themselves. They loved giving each
other a hard time.
Everyone talked some more, and
then their food came out.
Throughout the meal everyone was
quiet for the most part. There was a
lot of small talk, but nothing more.
“Can I get you dessert?” Alisa asked them when she walked back over
to the table.
“Nah, I think we’re done.” Joey said.
“Ok, here’s your check then.”
She paused a second then spoke
again.
“Just so you know, I do know who
you guys are. I just didn’t want to be
a pain while you were trying to eat.”
She continued. “And I heard
about what happened on the news, I’m really really sorry. You guys are a wonderful group, I hope everything
turns out for the best.”
“Thank you so much.” JC said.
“I mean, I’ve always been a big
fan of you guys. It’s really a shame to
see something like this happen to genuine people.”
Everyone was silent. The guys thought about what Alisa just said
and she stood staring at the floor.
Katie and Jessica felt a little
out of place, so they remained quiet, and looked either at each other or at
their empty plates.
Alisa looked up again, and she
glanced over at the girls.
“You are probably going to think
I am being totally rude, but who are you two?
You look kind of familiar to me.”
“We’re just friends of the guys,
that’s all.” Jessica answered.
‘What am I saying?’ She thought
to herself. ‘Oh well, I didn’t know what else to say.’
“Yeah, they’re good friends of
ours.” JC added smiling.
Jessica smiled back, not knowing
what else to do. She hadn’t really
thought of herself as being the guys’ good friend.
“I still don’t understand why
you look so familiar though.” Alisa
said. “Hmm…I’ll think of it
eventually.”
Joey started talking to Alisa
about something else, and Jessica’s mind started wandering. She looked around the practically empty
restaurant.
A young couple sat in a booth
not too far from them.
‘Aww, they’re so cute
together.’
The couple was laughing and
seemed to be having such a good time.
Jessica was observing them when she heard the restaurant door open. She turned around to see what new people
walked in.
‘Oh my God. What is she doing here??’
She elbowed Katie.
“Ow!” Katie said loudly. “What
was that for?”
Everyone’s attention was fixated
on Jessica and Katie now.
“Sorry.” Katie said kind of embarrassed.
“Look who just walked in!” Jessica said.
Standing by the door was a
blonde haired girl, a little on the taller side. Her back was to their table.
“Who is that? I can’t tell.” Katie said.
The girl turned around.
“Oh my God, it’s Courtney.”
“Yeah.” Jessica said disgusted. “Guys, I really don’t want to be rude, but
can we get out of here before we have to talk to her?”
“Sure, that’s fine. Don’t worry about being rude, I
understand.” JC said.
He paid the check and everyone
stood up to put their coats on.
“Jessica? Katie? Hi guys!”
Courtney said running over to the table.
“Damnit." Jessica said under her breath.
“Why aren’t you all at the
hospital with Justin?” She questioned.
“We needed a little break from
the hospital.” Lance explained.
“Oh.” She said. “Well, the news
made it seem like you guys never leave there, like you couldn’t bare to be away
from him for more than a second!”
“Well of course we don’t like to
be away from him. But sometimes the
hospital gets to you, and you can’t help but get away for a little bit. It’s the best thing.” JC said.
“How did you find us here?” Jessica asked angrily.
“Well, let’s just say a little
bird told me.” She laughed.
She whispered to Jessica, “I
have my ways Jess, I’ll get to these guys, you just wait.”
Jessica glared at her and didn’t
say a word.
“Oh!” Courtney addressed Jessica
and Katie. “And you two! Aren’t you both little miss popular!”
“What do you mean?” Katie asked.
“Didn’t you see yourselves on
the news? There you were, plain as daylight on my TV set. I mean, I’ve even already heard some rumors
about you being NSync’s girlfriends.”
“That’s where you two look
familiar from. I saw the news.” Alisa said.
“You were in one of the pictures.”
“Yeah, I saw that.” Jessica said addressing Alisa.
“Well now what are you gonna
do? I mean, won’t you get bothered if
people are constantly asking you if you’re one of the guys’ girlfriends?” Courtney asked smiling.
Jessica didn’t say anything.
“Oh! That’s right. That would
never bother you!” Courtney said. “You are enjoying this too much! First you’re the innocent little girl that
wants to be pitied, and then you try to act all sweet by caring for their
friend. But in the long run, you get to
go to the hotel room with one of them.
Isn’t that all you’re after anyway?”
“You bitch.” Jessica snapped.
“Jess, don’t waste your
time.” Katie said.
“Don’t waste her time on
what? On me? You think I’m a waste of time?”
“Basically.” Jessica said under her breath.
“She doesn’t need to waste her
time arguing with you. We all know that
your goal right now is to make her life hell.
You’ll do anything to piss her off.”
Katie said.
“Or anything to get the guys to
hate me. Or anything to get to the
guys, period.” Jessica said directly to
Courtney.
“How dare you say that about
me!” Courtney said, pretending to be
shocked. “Nice way to make yourself
look like the bitch in front of the guys.”
“If they think anyone here is a
bitch, it’s you.” Jessica said.
“Aww.” She said fake crying.
“You guys don’t really think that, do you?”
“Well, no.” Joey said.
“What about the rest of
you?” She asked quietly.
Jessica looked at them,
wondering what they would say.
“No, we don’t think that.” JC said.
Jessica pushed passed Courtney
and walked out of the building. Katie
followed close behind her.
“I can’t stay in there and
listen to that crap.” She said once
they got outside.
“I know what you mean.”
“It’s like, those guys tell us
they’re our friends and all. Then they talk
to her, and it’s like a big stab in the back.”
“Well, Jess, they’re famous,
they can’t exactly be rude to a fan.
Even if she is messed up.”
“That’s my point!” Jessica said raising her voice. “They’re famous! Sure, we can say we’re friends.
But they’re not a friend to us like we are to each other. Because friends don’t let people give their
friends crap…and that’s that.”
They stood outside for a little
while, not saying anything. A few
minutes later, they guys came outside and joined them.
“Where’s Courtney?” Jessica asked.
“She stayed inside to eat.” JC explained. “Look Jess, we’re sorry.”
“It’s alright. That girl just brings out the worst in me.”
They all made their way back to
the tour bus and went inside. The drive
back seemed long and quiet.
They arrived at the hospital and
everyone got off the bus and headed toward the lobby.
“Maybe we should just go.” Jessica said. “We’ve been around long enough.”
“No, don’t be silly.” JC said looking at her. “Come inside and visit a little longer.”
The guys walked in, and Katie
and Jessica followed behind them. They
all walked down the hall toward Justin’s room.
“Wow, what a day this has
been.” Chris said taking off his coat
as they got to the door.
“Yeah. I feel like I’m in a soap opera.” JC said.
“Well, welcome to my life.” Jessica half laughed.
They all walked in and closed
the door behind them.
“Hey guys.” Someone said quietly.