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My poems n' stuff

This song means alot to me.. it touches me in ways.. that no other song can.. If you were to hear it.. instead of just listening to it.. It would touch you too.. It's by The Artist formerly known as Prince.. Its from the soundtrack Purple Rain..
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Purple Rain...
I never meant to cause you any sorrow...
I never meant to cause you any pain...
I only wanna one time see you laughin'..
Only want to see you laughin' in the purple rain.. Purple Rain.. Purple rain..(x6)
Only want to see you bathing in the purple rain..
I never wanted to be your weekend lover..
I only wanna be some kinda friend.. (yeah)
Baby I could never steal you from another...
It's such a shame our friendship had to end...
Purple rain.. Purple rain... (x6) Honey I know i know i know times are changin'...
Its time we all reach out for somethin' new..
that means you too..
You say you wanna leader... But you can't seem to make up your mind..
I think you better close it, and let me guide you...
To the Purple rain... purple rain.. purple rain..(x6)
Only wanna see you... only wanna see you.. in the purple rain..
purple rain.......................



In the Distance..

off in the distance I see a shadow I walk closer and start to cry for I realize he is gone....
As it darkens into the night his shadow dissappears and now I'm all alone.......

I look into the black sky and say goodbye, thinking of how much I'm going to miss him.
My heart is empty the happiness in me is gone for I wish he would only come back..........



Close to me

Silently watching you,
with tears in my eyes.....
I wonder if you'll ever see,
the truth, and all that came to be....
Clouds are covering your soul,
digging a great big hole....
God can only judge you,
but your innocent soul, has turned into blue...
Oh shivering soul, come home to me,
and set your demons free.....

True Love

True love is saying I love you and meaning it with everything inside. Its letting go of your mask, and forgetting ones self pride. True love is sitting together, not saying a word. Just enjoying the very moment, while nothing is said or heard. True love is like a seashell, with a shell so beautiful and bright. And knowing the pearl inside, will reflect just as much light. True love is never fighting, you love each other as you are. Letting go of the bad, because the good is not too far. True love is not counted in days, months, or years. Its the kind of love that lasts and in your hearts will always stay.


Grandpa

You left before your time

now we're sitting here in painful surprise

you promised to do special things with me. But all I have now is your memory.

I feel as if I'll walk in and you'll be sitting in your chair But as I walk up the stairs and look, you're not there.....

You were supposed to give me away the day of my wedding. Now that day I am dreading

You are the only daddy I've ever known Now you have left me, all alone......

Part of my heart is dead, as I lay here crying on your bed.

I know you'll always be with me in my heart, my mind and my soul.

I love you Grandpa......




One Night

Him and her walking along in the night hand and hand in the pale moonlight He embraces her in his arms and caresses her hair, covers her in kisses and tender loving care. He whispers in her ear that he loves her so, only because he didn't want her to go. He gently lays her down on the grass so green, and moves his hand up past her knee. The rest of the night went like it began, but she never saw her true love again...


The Big storm

The gleaming sun burning bright was our love at first sight All too soon the sky grew unclear and we both felt a storm was near. Deep dark clouds bursted with rain I no longer thirsted the roaring thunder crashed the bolts of lightening flashed in just seconds.... We lost all connections. When the storm was through I stood there confused, watching for you because for your love, i still had a hunger. Sometimes I wonder if the rainbow will shine through like it's suppose to......


Looking back

Looking back at the times we spent, the initial touch that started it all. The little moments we were able to scrape. The dissapointments we felt when we weren't together. The feeling we felt in each others arms. The everlasting meaning of the words we said. The simple message of passion sent through our eyes. The words never spoken, but feelings felt. The innocense we gave in the light of day. The friendship that help guide us through the doubts. The sentimental walk that could have led us to forever, had it not end. The confusions that almost tore us apart. The bond that kept us together until the good times came. The letters which documented our relationship. And most important, the mystery of love we knew. These were the plot which told the story of our love. These were the bricks that built shelter to our hearts. These were the moments which made memories beautiful. They may not be the finer things in life... but they are surely the finest things in love....


Her night

Standing in the night watching each star form in the sky She wondered what it would be like to die would it be a sudden death..? wiould she see a light..? With the thought of this in her mind, she took the small gun and began to do what should have been done in the first place, from the beginning... So she went to her place where noone could find Standing alone with her cold gun and her cold memories of him the light so very dim she stopped.....................

And the stars in the sky, she no longer wondered what it would be like to die But what it would be like to live. And in this night so hot she cried............



These are just thoughts... they don't have titles..

i'm standing here for all the world to see... beneath the stars above..
I must be crazy, maybe i dream too much...
from the moment i saw your face, and felt the fire in your sweet embrace...
there's no doubt in my mind where i belong..
i remember one time, when i was so afraid...
I didn't have the courage, to feel what love was all about..
some people would die for this feeling inside themselves...
your most innocent kiss, or your sweetest caress...
i will never be the same...
if there ever was somebody who made me believe in me.. it was you...
it was your voice.. that gave me wings...

lying here next to you, gazing into your eyes...
I can see so much beauty locked inside..
The true beauty, is where your heart lies...
Bright like the sun, yet fragile like a dove...
I can see clearly now, i don't have to hide..
you're my angel.. sent from above..
Guiding me through the roughest edges of life...
Loving me, and caring for me...
as if i were already your wife...
I wish you could see inside of me..
what i feel when i'm with you...
Or the things that you make me see...
your presence makes me weak....
although i want to tell you everything i know...
when you're around, i'm unable to speak...
You're the star to my sky,
the moon to my galaxy...
and only god knows why.......

Your gentle touch, and your soft kisses,
the way you smile at me when you're happy...
Or the way you hold me close to your heart...
These feelings begin and have no end...
When I'm with or without you,
I sense the presence of you near me..
It makes me smile inside knowing, the next time i hold you,
the next time I kiss you.....
At the same time when I make you smile...
You'll know my love is true...
I love nobody else.. and never will..
You complete me...
These are just some of the reasons why i love you...

A lost young petal, so deeply in despair... wandering through the night , looking for the flower it had been cast from.. flying through the air, so carefree and so full of life... it has been on many journeys to find itself near... will i ever find my home..? and in the blink of an eye, it gets caught up in the wind... lost in the clouds... never seen again... this petal is me.... i wander... trying to find where my heart is suppose to be.....

From the moment we met i felt something inside... that first night, i laid in my bed and cried.. I thought to myself "could this be real..?" Or is it something that only I can feel... You were someone i could learn to love.. and someone who I thought was sent from above... As our love grew, I grew more and more unto you... But i guess the same for you isn't true... Because now you have left me.. feeling so blue.. I thought you were my angel in the sky.. I never thought that I'd have to say goodbye... Now you're on your own and gone... and all i can say..is so long.. Sitting here all i have is your memories from the past... and the burning tears I have cried because it didn't last... Of all the things in the world, I never thought it was you who would hurt me... Now i sit alone... with the truth I can see...

More to come soon...